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by Estellla
Sun Sep 01, 2019 9:38 pm
Forum: Infertility
Topic: I might never become a mom...
Replies: 8
Views: 3746

Re: I might never become a mom...

I do know how it feels when everyone around you seems to be PG or having babies. I know after my MC my neighbor had a baby & I actually wanted to scream "you’ve stolen my dream"!!! It’s natural to feel life is unfair. Especially for us who are trying so hard but… I sadly struggle with infertility my...
by Estellla
Mon Mar 04, 2019 2:39 am
Forum: Infertility
Topic: I'm so jealous!!!
Replies: 11
Views: 3887

Re: I'm so jealous!!!

This thread is like reading my diary. I was the last one of every group to get married. Friends from my town, friends my grade school, friends my high school, friends from jobs - all have multiple kids. I know people who were told they did not ovulate and got pregnant with no meds. I know people who...
by Estellla
Thu Jan 31, 2019 11:17 pm
Forum: Infertility
Topic: not pregnant...again
Replies: 6
Views: 2575

Re: not pregnant...again

I am so sorry for what you are going thru... Just curious though...How long have you been ttc? I can understand how you feel. This is really hard to move on to the next phase. Both emotionally and physically… And it’s so expensive and not affordable... I will keep you in my prayers.... The good news...
by Estellla
Wed Jun 27, 2018 9:52 pm
Forum: General Forum
Topic: need to vent! very bad day
Replies: 4
Views: 3264

Re: need to vent! very bad day

Hi! I can relate. Every one of my friends has been popping up pregnant. It is so hard. I am trying to come to terms that it may not happen for me. I’ve cried at work. I’ve cried in the car. I’ve cried in front of friends. I’ve cried in front of family. I’ve cried in front of strangers. You name it. ...
by Estellla
Mon Jun 18, 2018 7:51 pm
Forum: General Forum
Topic: how do you keep positive?
Replies: 14
Views: 8366

Re: how do you keep positive?

I'll be honest with you. Sometimes I'm not positive at all. Sometimes I just want to stay in bed and cry. Other times I just want to totally give up. I have been ttc for 8 years! I had 6 m/c. I don't know what's worse, not being able to get pregnant, or getting pregnant but not being able to keep it...
by Estellla
Mon Jun 18, 2018 7:42 pm
Forum: Infertility
Topic: Surrogacy Abroad
Replies: 20
Views: 13452

Re: Surrogacy Abroad

I'll be honest with you. Sometimes I'm not positive at all. Sometimes I just want to stay in bed and cry. Other times I just want to totally give up. I have been ttc for 8 years! I had 6 m/c. I don't know what's worse, not being able to get pregnant, or getting pregnant but not being able to keep it...
by Estellla
Mon Dec 04, 2017 11:23 pm
Forum: Egg and embryo donation
Topic: ivf with donor egg, need help
Replies: 28
Views: 20806

Re: ivf with donor egg, need help

Even after menopause women try to have a baby. There is always an option of using donor eggs. Thanks to this way of treatment they get pregnant and give birth. Yes, chances to conceive decrease with years but that percentage is really small. Especially considering the fact that in nowadays society w...
by Estellla
Mon Dec 04, 2017 11:22 pm
Forum: Infertility
Topic: Infertile after uterine cancer
Replies: 14
Views: 11245

Re: Infertile after uterine cancer

I'm really sorry you have to go through such pain. I know that this is really hard to be strong in such situation. I had 6 miscarriages. I completely understand the reason why you chose such method to stop feeling the pain. We have been trying to conceive for 8 years. These years were a nightmare fo...
by Estellla
Mon Dec 04, 2017 11:21 pm
Forum: Infertility
Topic: story of my infertility, need your advice
Replies: 20
Views: 9953

Re: story of my infertility, need your advice

I'm in the same boat. I have been trying to conceive for 8 years. I had 6 miscarriages. Unfortunately my infertility is unexplained. So now surrogacy is an option I am looking into. I didn't start my journey yet. Now I'm doing my research on it. I really hope to start the process as soon as possible.
by Estellla
Mon Dec 04, 2017 11:18 pm
Forum: Infertility
Topic: Surrogacy Abroad
Replies: 20
Views: 13452

Re: Surrogacy Abroad

Hello dear! I'm really sorry you have to go through such pain. I know that this is really hard to be strong in such situation. I had 6 miscarriages and I completely understand the reason why you chose such method to stop feeling the pain. We have been trying to conceive for 8 years. These years were...
by Estellla
Mon Dec 04, 2017 11:16 pm
Forum: Infertility
Topic: surrogacy abroad
Replies: 28
Views: 16206

Re: surrogacy abroad

Hello OP! How is your surrogacy going? I'm so sorry about your situation. I also can't carry a baby. I had 6 MCs. I'm so exhausted and depressed. We are also thinking to try surrogacy. I've only started my search. I'm new to surrogacy and don't know much about it. But I hope to find some info here a...
by Estellla
Mon Dec 04, 2017 11:14 pm
Forum: Infertility
Topic: Another day, another fight...
Replies: 21
Views: 10545

Re: Another day, another fight...

I feel your pain. I’m so angry at my friends for getting pregnant without trying then feeling like a horrible person for doing it. For me the hardest thing about infertility is that no one can ever understand what you are going through. Unless they have been there themselves. And maybe this sounds t...
by Estellla
Mon Dec 04, 2017 11:13 pm
Forum: Infertility
Topic: Unable to conceive! :( Any pointers??
Replies: 21
Views: 12847

Re: Unable to conceive! :( Any pointers??

My story is almost the same. I know how you feel and I'm so sorry you have to go through this nightmare. I had 6 miscarriages in last 8 years. Doctors don’t know the reason why I can’t carry a baby. Everyone around is getting pregnant except me. And everything I do is losing... I'm also looking into...
by Estellla
Mon Dec 04, 2017 11:12 pm
Forum: Infertility
Topic: Victory over infertility
Replies: 16
Views: 11670

Re: Victory over infertility

Hello dear OP! This is so great you reached your goal! Now you have a family we all dream about. Kids are such a blessing. Now I can only dream to have children. My husband and I were ttc for long years. We had 6 MCs which were so hard to live through. I hope surrogacy will give us a chance to becom...
by Estellla
Mon Dec 04, 2017 11:03 pm
Forum: Infertility
Topic: multiple miscarriages
Replies: 1
Views: 2378

multiple miscarriages

I came here to find help and support. It happened so that I can’t carry a baby. I had 6 MCs. I don’t think I will be able to cope with another one. It’s so hard and so unbearable! I feel miserable and I feel ashamed in front of my husband. I lost 6 children… I hate myself for this. I don’t understan...