stupid effing IVF.

BFN - drink up.

YAY CAKES!!!!

No word yet. I'm seriously about to barf...or kill someone...or something.

I can't stand the suspense. I'm supposed to find out within the next couple of hours!

Thank you all for all your kind words of encouragement. I'm so sorry I've been such a bummer lately. Franny - thank you for sharing your family's story with me. It means a lot. I'm so glad you got your CORRECT baby in a box. #6 has to be it. I'm watching you, girl. This board better not be jinxed! M...

Lou - you can't think like that , hun. it'll happen for you. I know, easier said than done, right? I can't help wondering how affected my 3 month old would be now and if I made the right decision to terminate at 16 weeks. I not only feel like a horrible person, but that I've missed my only chance at...

Amanda, look at the group you've acquired! Currently I'm in the Summer Cycle group, waiting until Wednesday for my pregnancy test. It's our first cycle and we're doing IVF w/ICSI and PGD due to me being a carrier of genetic disorder and my husband having only 4% morphology. Yep. fun fun. I have a cr...

Dys, Renee, and Cakes -Congrats!!! It all sounds awesome. Ryann - I was told not to lift anything more than 15 pounds (which is almost nothing), so be careful, k? Tammy - I'm so excited to hear that you're trying again! And so soon!! I'm rooting for you. Rebecca and DC - What happened? Don't leave u...

Where my girls at?

This waiting sucks and I stupidly POAS again. Negative again....but still only 6dp5dt...I'm done with HPTs. For real this time.

Tammy - I'm so so so sorry. Your story is incredible and you're amazing for still wanting to go through this to give Zach a sibling. Have you thought about PGD?? It's expensive, but they can test for Down's before implantation and the eggs that actually survive the process are stronger for it....jus...

Tammy - I say switch. It can't hurt anything and you might feel better. These suppositories are freakin' disgusting though. I've taken to wearing small men's underwear because I can't wear pads/pantyliners with thongs. GROSS. It's true that we often forget about the affect on our DH's. They don't se...

I'm so lame. Of course I POAS and it came out negative. I'm only 4dp5dt. Ugh. This is killing me.

ok, Lauren, so what you're saying is that you want 2 dogs and 5 babies all at the same time. hahaha. you've gone to crazytown and back, my friend. FET will work for you...careful what you wish for.

My transfer was 3 days ago and I'm already going effing crazy. I'm not gonna make it, you guys. For all those talking about FET, I recently looked at statistics (at least for us her in So Cal) and the results are really getting up there. Also, I've said this before, but a really close friend of mine...

Alright, people. When can I POAS?!