Maybe this will work - terrible, only one out of three of us actually looking at camera! Gonna find a pick of wee princess to as she's not looking in this one.

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. . . thanks yarnista. I feel really low at the moment. :cry: I know theres a way somehow to accept and be grateful and blessed for what we have and not need more - I'm just not in that place right now. I feel like I've thrown so much of myself at this (for so long) I don't know what else it will ta...

Hi Guys
First POAS on 10 dpo - 100% BFN and am really feeling that horrid bloaty AF feeling

Hi Girls Jeeps you guys are active posters! Great being in NZ - with the time difference there is always a stack going on. I'll post later a bit longer. Just dropped in to say "oooohhhhhhh - the AF feeling is really getting stronger and stronger and not dissapating at all. I'm awake all night misera...

. . .attempt at photo upload kaput. too big? not proper hosting site? Sorry kizmet - I'll send to you! It will be kind of neat to see everyone!
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Hi Ladies I love how this place is a hive of activity! Every day theres a whole bunch of new posts! It's now entrenched as my daily fix! Jersey - hope the transfer went well, little beans are all now tucked up as snug as bugs and your starting the PUPO stretch off positively! (Note to self to try an...

Its my turn: yaaay!!! Thats fab news!!!! You must be totally thrilled! Now you can keep testing - lots and lots to see those double lines reappear! That HTP needs to be vaccum sealed and framed! Well done - keep up the faith and post us on progress (i.e. every repeat HTP you take until beta!!) Yarni...

Hi Ladies Important question - "Does checking this thread and posting messages an increasing number of times per day make the go**am 2ww go any faster?" arrrgghhhh . . . . Welcome itsmyturn - and yes I reckon your right - it IS your turn! Your first up!! Wahoo - ring in the BFP's for us! Welcome to ...

Hi Ladies Jersey Jane - yay welcome back. We missed you - glad you had a lovley break and found good support in the inlaws, and its going to be Thursday in no time! Are you transferring day 3 or day 5? How many? Amaut - welcome - did we cross paths earlier - I gatecrashed the july thread for a bit? ...

Hey Kizmet - your Beta same day as me . . . I thought you'd be few days earlier - as your at day 5 already - and I just at day 3??? . . . . seems you still got the " lets take the nice slow scenic route" 2ww - with a few extra days just in case the clocks started getting ahead of themselves . . . .

Hope your all going well. Good luck heidi - the wait between ER and Transfer is hellish with those daily reports. Heart really in your mouth! Yes I'm all for quality over quantity! Keep us posted Sounds like all you pregnant ladies are doing nicely. I hear a tradition within certain cultures (I thin...

. . . 2 x 8 cell embbies now transferred. The 2WW begins. Tick tock! Updated below with Beta. Tailgating you melmar!

Blairwh58 - Next appt 8/20, Transfer 8/24

Kizmet - Transfer 8/13

Jersey Jane - Transfer?? 8/19

MelMar - In the 2ww! Beta 8/23

Melo - 2WW - BETA 8/24

Thanks for sharing melmar - you know it does help. Because with every failure I can't help getting the feeling the writing is on the wall and it gets harder and harder to shake the burden and think there's going to be a late break. So just know it is just card turning maybe and you gotta keep going ...