: just in case you are lurking... hope you enjoy your time off, and we will be anxious to hear from you when you return!
: ooo, i get the whole worrying about planning a trip... because what if i am cycling/preg/have a baby. i have been doing that for 5 years... maybe it is time to be reckless... and maybe plan a trip IRREGARDLESS of the clinic's cycling schedule! yeah, right, i don't see myself doin' it anytime soon
: nice to see you back, been wonderin' about you. The Springs and Breck.... ahhhh, those were the days! a friend of dh's family lived in Breck, and when we were in Denver, spent many a wkend skiing there. LOVED IT!!!! Hoping to move back sometime in the near future... Also, glad to see you are feeling a bit better... hoping you stay on the "upside" of the rollercoaster for as long as possible. I think you are right, i also am in a better mood today!
As for me, US showed lining at 6... not bad according to them... i am assuming it will continue to grow while i am on the estrogen? I hope so... they didn't seem worried, so good news! Thanks, girls for your comments. I don't like feeling that i have to parse words, but that is how i am feeling right now. I am very concerned now when i express really how i am feeling (yes, i have been beating myself up a bit... but then again, i warned you guys i was a total hypocrite
). I feel like i need a few days completely away. I don't like it, and feel it is important to have a place to feel safe, even when it isn't all rainbows and roses.... so when i come back (in a few days), i think i will start a thread specifically where people can discuss and vent (if needed, without judgment) regarding the frustrations and fears of multiple failures, or when they aren't feeling very positive, and just need to know there are others with the same feelings and concerns.. It will be kind of like a veterans thread... but i don't think people have to be IVF "vets" to feel this way (but using that name may make the purpose clear). a place for those of us who (sometimes) aren't unflinchingly convinced that this go will work for sure, and maybe have become a little jaded. Anyone else think this is a good idea? Any ideas on a name... it would have to be clear what the purpose of the thread is so there is no misunderstanding... if anyone has any ideas... you can pm me. Will be back in a few days... hope everyone is doing well. Will check in on you all!!! (yeah, that's right, i doubt i will be able to go 3 whole days without at least lurking ONCE!)
Know this was rambling, but no time to "edit" (heeheehee) and make things clearer, so i hope i got my point across, as i am off to the airport.... knee-high powder here i come!