You are all fab.
Wish I could give you all good news.
Well poas again first thing. Digital this time and shouted back at me - NOT PREGNANT.
No Xmas pressie for me & my family. No fairytale.
Been to clinic for blood test but the total melt down has started. I feel like I have been hit my a train.
I just cannot believe why we have had 13 embies back (the last 3 from a 21 year old) and none of them want to stick. My tubes have been opened. I have had two hysteroscopies which say that I am normal. My immunes are all normal. My chromosones are ok. My dh had a TESA this time. I have given up booze, caffeinine, taken vitamins, herbs and done acu regularly. Not a vague hint of a positive out of 5 fresh cycles.
I am not sure what else we can do to make this work. Guess that this is getting to the end of the road for us now. Or at least we have to start thinking about that.
Not sure how much more we can take emotionally or financially. I guess that I naively figured if we did enough tries at ivf & worked hard at everything then it would work for us eventually. But may be we are one of those couples for whom even ivf cannot solve our issues.
I'll check in later when they call.
Thanks for listening and being there. Not sure what I would do without all of you.
Lots of Love
Me 42, DH 52 IVF #1, #2, #3 ICSI #4 - 10.05.2006, 12.12.2006, 10.03.2007, 27.07.2007 ICSI/DE/TESA #5, #6 PGD/IVIG #7 - 24.11.2007, 27.02.2008, 23.05.2008 - 7 BFNs
Surrogacy/FET #8 - 15.10.2008 - BFP