Thank you for your kindness. Thanks also for the PMs (Lola and Kelly) & the texts from all my extra special IM buddies (Jen1d, Gill and JB).
Whilst yesterday they were just making me blub
then today they are helping me do a weak smile.
Guess what I am saying is that today is nowhere near as bad as yesterday. Just with the 3 new 21 year old eggs, I thought that we had a shot. Plus I have never ever seen my dh in such a state (other than may be when he lost his Mum suddenly). It was heartbreaking. He went to Nando's to get take away in the evening as I could not move and he was crying so much in the shop that the guy behind the desk had to help him. He did not tell me what set him off but guess that he saw a baby/small child. Seeing his so upset kept setting me off again.
Could not cry all day today as my eyes are red raw and so puffy that it hurt. Plus I need to get into some sort of shape for work tomorrow
We are going to look forward to Xmas as best we can. I shall be busy at work and we have a lot of social stuff too in the next few weeks.
We have sent some questions to IM and will see what they say before we take any rash decisions about what next (good advice Lola!). Based on what they tell us we will call it a day or decide on a final attempt. Could not face another go yesterday but dh is keen so sure that we will give it a go unless IM tell us that we are beyond hope
Thanks again to you all. You are very special ladies.
Me 42, DH 52 IVF #1, #2, #3 ICSI #4 - 10.05.2006, 12.12.2006, 10.03.2007, 27.07.2007 ICSI/DE/TESA #5, #6 PGD/IVIG #7 - 24.11.2007, 27.02.2008, 23.05.2008 - 7 BFNs
Surrogacy/FET #8 - 15.10.2008 - BFP