Thanks for your message too.
I know what you mean about going through tests and waiting forever to get anywhere, it's taken us 4 very long and emotional years to get to this stage. We were told in December that we had finally reached the top of the waiting list and our screening appointment is on 18th Jan and post screening is 8th Feb, so hopefully by then we will know one way or another if and when our treatment will finally begin.
I also understand about everyone round you all getting PG, in the time we have been waiting, DH's best mate had a little boy, his other mate has had a girl and then last year a boy (who is absolutely gorgeous and i'm his very proud Godmother), his brother had a little girl, 2 of my mates had little girls and now his sis is PG, even at work (i work in a shop) every other customer that seemed to come in was PG, it felt like there was a whole epidemic out there and i was the only one that wasn't. Throughout all these pregnancies i kept saying, when will it be our turn, it was never off my mind and i sank into a very deep depression and was given anti-depressants by my GP, and like you say, unless people have been through this themselves they just don't understand how you are feeling, i've even had my MIL turn round and say "well why don't you adopt, there's hundreds of children out there that need homes, i've watched TV programmes on it and it is much easier to adopt these days". It was like a slap in the face, it's not something i even want to consider at this stage, so i told her that and that i want to at least try this treatment in the hope of having our own child, i want to experience being PG. I also said, would you turn round and say to someone else who is not going through this to not try for their own child but to adopt instead. That soon shut her up.
Here i go again, going on and on and on, lol.
Think i'd better end here before this post turns into a novel, lol.
Take care all and good luck.
Me 34 DH 33 male factor
1st ICSI - March 05 total freeze all
Natural FET - July 05 -ve
Natural FET - Aug 05 +ve
Baby GIRL due 15th May 2006 (Kady finally arrived on 26th May)
Complete shock on 22/10/09 when HPT came up +ve Natural pg