Hi everyone. How's everything going? Hope everyone is ok...
Would anyone mind if I have a moan?
I feel really crap today, I feel like crying... I knew that everything was going too good...
I had my 1st lots of bloods and a scan on 15th September to see if the Buserelin was working, and the hospital said that everything was quiet, and looking good
. I felt ok after that as I was starting to have a funny feeling, but when they said that it all looked ok I thought 'ok that's good... so far... ' So why did that funny feeling not just go away?
I've been taking the Puregon injections since the scan, and I have been finding them quite painful... I usually end up having to laugh to myself when I do them, otherwise I know that I would be crying my eyes out!!!
(did anyone else have that problem?
I've been feeling a bit 'funny' since I've started to do the 2nd lot of jabs. my stomache has been a bit sore, and I feel like I am really bloated. My back has been playing up, and has been quite sore - just like when I am due to come on. I thought that I might feel a bit stranger than normal as my ovaries are being over stimulated, but I feel so crap right about now. I am so tired and feel really tearful all the time... AND.... to top it all off...
I had a scan yesterday to check my progress... and was told that I have about 30 small follicles and that's whay I might be a bit sore and tender.... MIGHT BE
Course I am!!!
I had to go for a blood test and have to go for some more on monday and tuesday.... What a bloody palavah!!!
If it's not one thing its another... I had a feeling that things were going a bit too well, and my dp kept saying that everything was fine and I shouldn't worry.... but I just knew that things were going a little too
If things don't improve I won't be able to have the EC,
and I might have to stop the treatment.
I've read up a little on OHSS, and I know it can be really bad, but the hospital said they wont give me further info on it or worry about it until the results of the blood tests next week...
All I keep thinking about is 'why me?' haven't I had to endure enough???