Firstly, sending huge hugs to Souris.... Honey, this world is so so cruel, I really dont know why God has decided your fate. You and your DH would make such good parents, the rules of adoption suck.... Age shouldnt matter, so what r they saying?? If your DH was younger or you were older?? It's crazy. It makes me mad!!!
I am here if you wanna rant and chat or whatever, Im a good listener (or reader!!)
I hope you find peace soon, and can move on in life.....
Secondly Lisa, I am concerned I havent heard from you via tx or email, are you ok?? Please get in touch some how, thinking of you, hope everythings ok with you and DH & Mia xxx
Kate, Jen & Julie..... YOu guys regularly tx so I am up to date with you's.....
Kate,Good luck with stimms. xxxx
Smita, how's you & your little gal??
Me, Im good, feeling lighter and happier, but still have my sad days. this week, ive had many tears, mostly due to the cats leaving us and going to a cats home forever..... my little twin cats are going, but we have to do it, otherwise they would be stray, and thats just awful....they need a loving home, and sadly no-one i know would take 'em, various reasons, such as having dogs and budgies and living on main roads etc.... You cant house a cat on a main rd, and both my aunt & uncle would have 'em but both live on major roads. Asked every1 at work, and no joy.... So we say bye bye to them.... aww, It's tough. As whats been going thro my mind is that, i am a bad mum.... but Dh says dont be silly, you wouldnt re home children if we had 'em. Its totally differen situation, but i feel like mum to my pets, and i feel like i am failing them.
Oh i dont know..... I try to be strong.
Much love to you all, and hope every1 is having a good w-end xxx
TTC 6yrs......Have jumped off the rollercoaster for now, too many BFN's and too much heartache, to keep going....Moving on to fulfil other dreams!!!