I just read from someone eleses post that you had a BFN today, I'm so sorry. My BFN being so fresh I really do not have any words of wisdom for you like I wish I did. I'm not working right now which is harder because I have to much time on my hands, but at least you have you're job to help you not think about this 24/7!
I was really wanting you're dreams of having a baby with your dh to come true. I believe I know what you are feeling and it is so painful. We are thinking about going to another clinic, not because it is better, it gives the same quality care, but at a much cheaper price with some sort of refund program. We may be looking into that, I hate to leave the place I am going to now but it is just to much money. Just one cycle cost a little over $14,000 and that was not including the fertility meds, those ran us $3,169. So we are out a little over $17,000 and no baby, all we have learned from all this that we did not already know is that I have 2 cyts on my right ovary, my endo is extensive, and because of that I have a low egg supply. We have no choice if we want to try one more cycle (and we do) to go to another clinic. All this is so hard and draining Tea, I do know how you are feeling and I have a tremendous amount of faith in the Lord, that is what always gets me through the good times and the bad. His will is not always our will, and he knows best ; though at times like these it is hard to comprehend. I will keep you in my prayers, get some rest and tlc from you're dh.
2 daughters from 1st marriage 18 yrs. and 20 yrs. old.
attempted tubal reversal 1995- failed
1st IVF cycle Feb/March: 3/22/06 BFN