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Post by Traci » Fri Jun 20, 2003 2:15 pm

My FSH was its highest ever today at 16 after I scraped myself off the floor devestated isnt the word so No TMT for me and they have said that if my next AF is the same then they will rethink further TMTS NOT FAIR NOT FAIR :{ and I have £1100 worth of drugs that I might not ever use.<br><br>Rather bad day as it would seem!!!<br>Trace x
1st cycle own eggs Neg
2nd cycle own eggs Neg
3rd cycle cousins eggs Neg
4th cycle unknown donor eggs Neg
Going to have sisters eggs Feb 06
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Post by Anonymous » Fri Jun 20, 2003 2:19 pm

Traci.. really sorry to read your news.. keep hanging in there.. can't begin to understand how you are feeling. I am new to the site but could not stop myself from writing to you and give you hope.. as I have read here - MIRACLES DO HAPPEN.. and anyway the Doctors have not said definately no yet so try to keep positive.<br>Ursula <br>xx

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Post by sharoninsomerset » Fri Jun 20, 2003 2:51 pm

Oh Traci, <br><br>So sorry, I know you were all geared up for it. Hang in there. Have a relaxing weekend with lots of chocolate and wine.<br>{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{BIG HUGS}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}<br>Love<br>Sharon<br>
me 38 DH 47 - TTC - 3.5 years - tubal infertility
4 failed IVF cycles - 1 abandoned
Found to have raised FSH when going for 5th cycle
Now looking at adoption
Let the new adventure start!
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Post by Helen G » Fri Jun 20, 2003 5:37 pm

Traci<br><br>Stay positive and never say never! It ain't over 'til the fat lady sings and I haven't sung yet!!<br><br>You know where I am if you want to chat!!<br><br>{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{HUG}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}<br><br>LOL Helen xx

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Post by lou » Fri Jun 20, 2003 5:41 pm

Just wanted to pop in and wish u all the luck in the future like the others said it is not over yet, enjoy the nice weather with a bottle of wine and some seriously bad food !!<br>love lou xxx

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Post by jen » Fri Jun 20, 2003 9:39 pm

Hi Traci<br><br>Really sorry to read your news - I know you're a real fighter though and you won't be giving up!!!<br><br>Time for lots of Traci pampering time. I was looking forward to having you as my buddy again but who knows.<br><br>Love Jen xx

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Post by Jo Locker » Sat Jun 21, 2003 1:22 pm

Oh Traci I'm so sorry - I wish there was something they could do to help you get a bit further along the track. I know you're an optimist and a fighter by nature but honestly, how many set-backs can you cope with - you must be hurting inside and I could scream with frustration for ya. I admire your patience and your stamina and your efforts to remain cheery against it all - you're brilliant but it's bloomin painful isn't it?<br><br>These disappointments we keep having to face just become a way of life but it must be really unhealthy I'm sure.<br><br>Still, the ONLY CHOICE is to keep plodding on with it as you know only too well. Just try to keep smiling - I can't wait for it to be your turn and am thinking of you.<br><br>Lots of Love and positive thoughts - Jo. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX<br>

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Post by jackiey » Sat Jun 21, 2003 1:49 pm

Traci<br><br>i'm really sorry you haven't been able to start your tmt, its so unfair. I really hope they can sort something out for you.<br><br>Look after yourself<br>Love Jackie

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Post by Traci » Sat Jun 21, 2003 4:04 pm

Thanks guys Im so glad that you are there for me as I had had enough today !<br>Jo Locker you have booted myself up the bum and Im on the Positive again! Thanks <br>Love you all <br>Trace x
1st cycle own eggs Neg
2nd cycle own eggs Neg
3rd cycle cousins eggs Neg
4th cycle unknown donor eggs Neg
Going to have sisters eggs Feb 06
NEVER GIVE UP!

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Post by kathryn » Sat Jun 21, 2003 5:15 pm

hello traci,<br><br>havent been able to log on for a while and I had been thinking of you,<br>so sorry to hear your news, I feel awful for you. <br><br>I take it from your post you will try again with next af,<br>I hope all goes well and shall be thinking of you,<br><br>sending you lots of love and a hug,<br>kathryn<br>x<br>

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Post by KirstyC » Sun Jun 22, 2003 8:52 am

Oh Trace,<br><br>I am so sorry to hear your news...don't give up and try and stay the positive Traci that we all know and love...<br>(((((((((((((((((Massive Hugs))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))<br>Thinking of you and staying hopeful for the next time...<br>Loads of love<br>Kirsty<br>xxxxx
TTC for 7 yrs (have severe endo and pcos and hubby has v low sperm) until became pg after ICSI cycle last feb. Now am the lucky mother of perfect little boy called Joshua born last october.

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Post by Michelle » Sun Jun 22, 2003 10:45 am

Traci<br>I'm so sorry - you don't deserve this. Sending you a HUGE cyber hug.<br>Love, Michelle<br>p.s. Happy to see that you are being so strong and are positive again - I guess it is the only way to be during this stressful rollercoaster. <br>

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Post by Alison » Sun Jun 22, 2003 4:19 pm

Oh Traci, that's such dreadful news. I'm not an expert on the high FSH stuff at all, but the hormones do all seem to go up and down a lot, so try to hold on to the thought that the fact its high this time doesn't mean that's it and its high for all time.<br><br>Thinking of you and sending you a huge hug<br><br>Love<br><br>Alison x

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Post by Helen G » Sun Jun 22, 2003 5:17 pm

Traci<br><br>Just thought I'd jump in and say Hi and see how you're doing??!! Hope you are OK following your news on Friday. Are you positive and looking forward yet or still needing a bit of time??<br><br>Thinking of you!<br><br>Helen xx

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Post by Tracey S » Mon Jun 23, 2003 9:36 am

Traci<br><br>Haven't been able to get on all weekend - don;'t know what to say - was gearing up for you.<br>It's never over until it's over but you will feel like dirt right now.<br>Take some time out with Cameron - relax and see what happens.<br>It can still happen for you.<br>With love always<br>Tracey<br>xxxxxxx
ttc 9 years. 38 yrs old, dh 8 hrs younger!First IVF in Aug 2002 and had ectopic.2nd IVF neg.3rd FET and negative.4th FET and positive but sadly lost our little boy at 20 weeks.5th FET and Alice Isobel and Emily Charlotte born 5th Aug 2004!

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