OK...as I sit here and write this it is 4:30 am CST. Can't sleep. My husband is out of town deer hunting, however, he will come home tonight to me my progesterone shot. As I told my mother in law last night...no one can ever say we didn't want our child...I know you ladies are with me on that one!
Well, here's why I cannot sleep...I got up to pee (again) around 4 am...I haven't done this consistently for a week since I was pregnant with Casen, so I'm hopeful. My bloodwork to confirm a pregnancy (is that what you refer to as a Beta????) is not until Tuesday! TUESDAY!! How do they expect us to wait so long...LOL.
So, I did what many of you guys do...I POAS.
Results...I had two lines....but the test line was very faint. I'm hoping that it is because I tested early...although I don't really feel as though it should be a false +++ because it's been over two weeks since I took the HCG shot (either Sept 29th or 30th...I don't have my calendar with me). Soooo, I've already called the doctor's office (and left a message...remember it's 4 am here) to see if they could possibly squeeze me in for bloodwork first thing this morning. If anyone else happens to be up and reading this, please pray for me. I'm so emotional as I write this because I'm so scared it's all in my head...and I don't have my hubby to tell me his opinion. I've taken several pictures of the stick (hehehe) and hope to show it to someone soon...I don't care who
, I just want a second opinion on whether or not I'm seeing things! Again, the line is really faint, but it appears to be there and hanging around so I'm trying to stay up beat!
sancap14 - The only reason I POAS was because of something I read yesterday on this board that suggested I might be far enough along to pick up the HCG (I think this AM I am 15dpo, or 10dpt). Thank you so much for your kind words. I don't have a lot of people to confide in....my family loves us but doesn't understand why we are going through so much...I think they believe it will happen on its own if we give it time since the doctors can't tell us why we're not conceiving (although they've never said that; just a feeling), and most of my friends just "think" about getting pregnant and poof...they are. Many of them have two and three kids already. I really appreciate your kindness and pray for you and your family to be extended very soon.
Lots of baby luck and sticky dust to you all...God is in control ladies...chins up!