Hey ladies, I am so glad to see all of the bfp's and my heart breaks for each and everyone of you when I read about the bfn's. I am thinking about everyone, but just haven't been able to immerse myself in the boards the way I usually do.
I cancelled my consult appt with RE on the 27th. I was sick and so was the baby and I couldn't find a sitter. I find it pointless anyway, I already know what he is going to say. I asked if he could call me instead of me driving a half hour each way while sick, and he said that was fine, but of course no call yet. They were busy last week with retrievals, so I am sure I will hear from him soon. I just need to know if he recommends dh go through TESE again while we try to figure out financing to try again or save up money.
I am still pretty down about it not working out, but I am getting over it. It is what it is. I am taking all of my negative energy and putting it into something positive at least. My husband has wanted to go professional with photography for a long time, so I finally said, "Why not? Let's give it a try!" It is really taking off already. You can check out our website at www.toddphilip.com
. Of course we used some pics of Ella for our portfolio.
Neffi- Congrats on so many eggies, but I will be praying for high fert numbers...I know that is where you struggle, so I am keeping everything crossed for you.
I will try to check in more often, but just know I am thinking of you all, and praying.
Me- 28 DH- 33 Male Factor
1st IVF- 12/07- BFP! Ella Michele was born 8/26/8
2nd IVF- 04/09 - BFN
1st FET- 09/09 - Chemical
3rd IVF - 04/11 - Embies didn't make it to ET
4th IVF - Fall 2011??