oh sweetie my heart is breaking for you! i am so so sorry. what crap!! there are no words...i am thinking of you and dh!
hahaha thats awesome!! you have superembies
haha i just might start calling you that now!! that is amazing! i am so happy for you sister!!
hang in there hun...its not over till the beta....and hopefully you'll have to wait 9 months for that wine!!
like i said earlier i had b/w this morning and they usually call between 12:30-1:30...soooo here i sat pacing all day (i never did this the first cycle..its from being canceled out of the blue with no warning that has made me a ball of nerves) and they JUST called....really??? really??? they are only open until 430.....geeeee thanks for that!! so i kept going back and forth in my head..."its bad news..they are waiting for the doctor to talk to me but shes busy and it will be later in the day" and "dont be silly...they are just taking their time because its fine and no big deal so they dont need to rush"
hahaha i called DH and made him bring me home a frosty from wendys cause i needed to be soothed! (there goes the diet!!)
well i guess i should just tell yall what they said....i'm just staying on the same routine as before...10 units of lupron microdose am and pm and 225 units of gonal-f am and pm, and then i'm back on saturday morning for bw+us.
i wanted to ask about how my e2 levels looked, but by the time they called i couldnt think to ask any questions....grrrrrr i'm so mad at myself for that! i am taking it as a good sign that my doses are staying the same because last time they kept raising my gonal-f and lowering my lupron so i knew i wasnt responding too well....with them keeping it the same that seems like its a good thing right??? i dont know..i think i have things figured out and then i really have no idea!
as for the roof...thank you everyone for thinking of me...of course i have to have this stuff going on during my stims haha it couldnt have happened when i was waiting 40 freakin days for AF to show up last time or the 25 days i was sittin around on BCP's waiting....thats not my style haha
well they are still pounding on my head as we speak (that has NOT helped with the waiting today) they will be done tomorrow, and it looks really good...i'm just going to ignore my credit card bill until after the new year haha..denial is a great place to be.
as for the chimney i had another guy come out and he said they just needed to put some support brackets from the chimney into the side of the house and it will be fine!! wooohooo so my bill went from 2000 to 200 over night!! yay!!
ok so now that i'm calm i'm gonna go buy myself a lobster and hope its the last one i'll be able to eat for 9 months!! (why cant we have lobster when we are pregnant?? i dont remember, but it has something to do with shellfish right??" damnit) but soooo worth it!! haha
much love and baby dust to you all!!!