A quickie before I go to bed, my you guys were active during the evening!
How are you hun? POAS pusher this morning? Now I'm a POAS addict? Oh, sweetie... I've known people around here who did 5-7 HPTs every day during their 2ww... seriously, they bought boxes of HPTs in bulk... those were happy to be called addicts! Alas, I don't think one HPT qualifies for the title!
Hey it's great that you've started stimming!! I'm sure your doc has your best interest at heat when he changes your dose, it's better to follow your body's response along the way, means he's flexible and actually adapting the protocol to your own individual needs. It's definitely a good sign! Yes let us know when ER should be, do you have an ultrasound soon?
hey there! Sorry about the headache... I totally understand how that talisman made you feel better, and I'm happy you found it! I have a Mother Goddess tiny figurine on my night table, it's made of pink quartz and it's very simply sculpted. It's been a great reminder that I'm not alone, and that I can access motherly energies whenever I need them, for me or for others, we've been through a lot of events, that little quartz figurine and I. And at a time, it just eluded me, I could not find her no matter what... and now she stays with me... maybe she'll disappear again for a while one day.
Looking forward to hearing the results of your apt tomorrow! I hope eveything goes according to plan!
Oh, sweetie, you seem all worried about me, but please don't!!!! *HUGS* I've been fine since last night!!! I had a wonderful day! I never went off the PMA, that's what I said this morning! I'm glad I POAS, it told me it's likely I'm not expecting twins. It's weird, I know, but to me this is a multiples-BFN, not a singleton-BFN, so I'm fine with it. DH is relieved, I'm really happy about that! It was always at the back of my mind, I felt guilty about it even if it wouldn't have been my fault (but when you're the one that's the problem...). I only plan to POAS on Friday morning, as originally planned. DH would have to drive through hell and back to get to the clinic on a Friday afternoon for the blood test. So we'll do an hpt at home on Friday morning to get some result together, and I'll go to the clinic alone to get the blood test and wait for the results. I used to advise against HPTs as much as I could, but when I became pg with my son, we did an hpt one day before beta because I had so many symptoms. Instead of getting the news in a clinic, we had a super tender moment in the privacy of our home. I still remember the look on his face (I couldn't look, he gave me the news) and it's a very precious memory. So HPTs are not always evil.... SUPER TIRED IS GOOD, I LOVE IT!!!!! As crazy as it sounds, I also love purple's headaches!!! Looks like we're heading for a "pregnant after tmt" ménage à trois!!!! LOL
I'm so sorry to hear about the emotional roller coaster being so bad during your 2ww... I'm sure you already know all the comforting thoughts you can possibly remind yourself in such a moment. But it's never enough; it's better to keep as busy as possible so you keep your mind distracted. Checking baby web sites, thinking about names and due dates and such only make time pass waaaay slower, believe me! And by the way, lol, my husband is always so kind, during our quarantine period, to remind me that I've still got a mouth and a pair of hands!
We love to tease each other that way, I know he's not really putting pressure on me!
(don't repeat that to your husband, lol!)
I'm worried about you hun, really... I'm so sorry you've had such a rough post-ER time... gee, I don't remember anyone having it that rough and I've been here since 2007. Rio, do you remember something like that? I really hope that your clinic will help you out... by the time you have ET, you'll see, the pain will be gone hun. Hang in there... I wish I could be there...
thanks for your good words hun, I think implantation bleeding is a myth, but hey, our bodies send so many signals during the 2ww that you never know what to believe! Some don't have any symptom, some bleed heavily and still give birth to a healthy baby 9 months later!
oh yeah, I remember lupron-related headaches!!! Gah!!! You poor thing, have you tried acupuncture? It really helps!!!! I've never had lupron and BCP at the same time, so I can't help with the AF question, sorry.
AFM, doing very well! I fell asleep in the train during the ride back home, I was so tired! And the nausea is getting worse... I had to eat in front of a patient because I was so hungry I was getting sick... and just an hour ago I started gagging because I felt so hungry and sick... typical MS, I remember that feeling, so I had to eat an English muffin with cashew butter and jam... now I feel better but it's still there in the background. So the symptoms are getting worse even if my meds stay the same. If that htp shows me a BFN on Friday morning, I'll be VERY surprised, I'm so convinced I'm pregnant!
Take care ladies,