Tomorrow will be hectic at work so I won't be able to post like I normally do. I didn't want to be silent for too long, especially with what is happening to rio and kiz.
Boy, you got the rollercoaster ride pretty hard this time... (((((((((((HUGS)))))))))) You poor thing, I'm so sorry that it happened like that. We all prefer to see a big fat number coming with a BFP. What a screw up at the clinic though...
I'm glad to see that you're keeping your PMA, after all your dr is keeping it too, but at the same time I understand how emotional it must be for you. Take it easy, one more day and you'll have more info to rely on. I hope your little sleepyhead in there will get all excited and grow a LOT for his mama's beta tomorrow!
I'll come back to check for news hunny.
you're supposed to be PUPO now, where are you girlie? I miss you! and I'm worried!!! Thinking of you *hugs*
hehehehe let's hope you don't OD on the progesterone! Boy your breasts must hurt, you have all my sympathy!
How are you feeling otherwise? Have you told other people the good news?
To all the others, I'm sorry I don't have time for more personals. I give a big hug to our 2wwers, a big hug to all our stimmers (grow follies!!!!) and a big general hug for all those who are not in those two categories!
AFM I'm doing very well. I'm sorry I sounded so dramatic on Friday, I was hurting a lot. BUT the next day I was feeling much better and I see now that DH made the right call. We will definitely stop treatments, and I'm happy about that. I realized that I could have enjoyed my pregnancy and maternity leave WAY more than I did, and for that I'm grateful. Now, we can move on in our lives, we can stop making plans B-C-D just in case we have a treatment, a pregnancy, a miscarriage, a difficult pregnancy, a maternity leave, and so on. We were incredibly lucky to have our little boy, and I realized that now, all we have to do is ENJOY our time as a family and have as much fun, and love each other as much, as we can. With the money and time and emotions we'll save, we'll spend our time together doing fun things. We'll be able to afford private school, classes, trips, and so on. I know a little bit better what I want to do at work for the next few years (which is a HUGE relief) because I don't have to make complicated plans involving a maternity leave that could happen God knows when... or not. Knowing that we won't have to pay for another tmt, with our money, bodies, emotions, and time, is a HUGE relief too. I feel liberated.
Basically, everything is falling into place, and I like it!!!
I am madly in love with my husband and my son and our two dogs right now, this is our family, and this is perfect. This is where I'm the most happy right now, and I'm thankful for it. Of course I still have to complete the grieving process of not having more children, but I think the worst part is behind me (Friday eve).
THANK YOU SO MUCH for all the support you have given me. It has made such a difference, knowing you were there and being so kind and gentle with me. THANK YOU!!!!! *HUGS*
Lots of love,