DC - big hugs sweetie, this can be devastating. I am so sorry you have to go through another fresh cycle, urgh, but whatever it takes to get our miracles right? Grieve and treat yourself to something decadent.
Purple - two sets of twins wow! I am sending you healthy baby dust!
Kitty - hoping for a bfp!
pep - good luck on your us tomorrow!
bei - how are you?
AFM - wow what a rollercoaster I have been in, I don't know if you read my other posts but my betas didn't go up, so they were expecting them to go down last week and it went up 6 points. We had this whole talk with the RE about waiting for a miscarriage or taking meds to speed it up and and that we would test again this week to make sure that my HCG was going down. Well I tested yesterday and it was 226! The RE was shocked that it went from 44 to 226
. This whole time it was coasting and not increasing and in one week it increased. So we still don't think it is a viable pregnancy. Could be ectopic. We met again today and he said he wants to wait until we test again next week. I know the numbers should be in the 10,000 right now. I am not expecting a miracle but I am sure praying that somehow the bean was "sleeping" and woke up and somehow this will be a lovely singleton and healthy baby. One can dream right? If things don't keep going up he has to give me meds and it could push my cycle further down 6 mos
which would mess up us trying to save $$ on a tax write off this year. Plus I am 39 and don't want to keep waiting! Anyway, I need your good thoughts and prayers! I guess I am sort of pregnant still!