Leorira- I added a ticker just for you! I am so nervous, I still cannot believe we have made it this far
I am scared to accept it, like it will be ripped away from me. I am trying to just stay positive
Sunshine- Where are you girl, we are all waiting for a BFP post!! Fingers and toes crossed!
LYD10- I always thought fresh transfers didn't work for me either. The only cycle I ever got pregnant on was an FET albiet a chemical pregnancy. WELL I got pregnant this time off a Fresh Transfer. I honestly think it's the Acupuncture that did the trick. I did acupuncture with my FET too. I am going to continue to go until at least 12 weeks- just get me out of the danger zone!!
Julia- My only symptoms for this BFP were extreme cramping- worse than AF. Lower back pain which was and still is annoying! Just a few more days! Are you not going to POAS??
Jayne321- I am so sorry about the BFN- I know how much that sucks. It's funny, when I get a BFN I like to run too. There is something theraputic about releasing all that energy.
blessed- hang in there honey. 7dt could still be early. If you had a late implanter you might not see a BFP until 9-10DPT. I agree, God is i control here and we have to trust that he has a plan no matter how we feel about it. I am hoping you get your miracle (((Hugs)))
I know I missed a bunch of you. I am supposed to be working from home today but miss my IVF sisters. I really need to get back.
AFM-- Even with two good Beta's I am still so nervous. I am worried that we will get to U/S and there will be no heartbeat. I am letting go of my fear tonight however and handing it over to God. Worry does not please him so I am going to stop. I know if this is meant to be there is nothing I can do to change it. Look at me, massive car accident 4DP 5DT and I still got a BFP. If that doesn't show you how in charge God is of this whole process I don't know what does. I was going to post my 2ww symptoms here for anybody that likes to obsess? I know every 2ww I scour the internet looking for signs. So I figured I would share in case any of you wanted to know. XOXO Jen
ET Day d0pt 5dt
- Still very bloated before and after ET. Cramping in lower abdomen probably from ovaries that are still swollen- not AF type cramping. At night had very bad back cramping but was relieved from sitting up or sleeping on back. Weird nightmares.
- extremely mild cramping, bloating is starting to go down. Slight to moderate cramping in the afternoon- started around 2pm. Slight twinging tonight around 430. Not cramping but pokes and pain. Minor panic attack tonight.
- back ache in the morning, mostly when sleeping. Mild AF cramping this morning, but very mild. A little sick to my stomach but it could be the chocolate milk I drank. Swelling in abdomen seems to be decreasing. Around 1230 intense back and abdomen cramps. After acupuncture cramps gone and feeling more positive. Around 4pm totally lost all energy and almost passed out from being so tired. Nothing new and cramps are 99% gone. Twinging and poking in uterus area.
- slight cramping in the AM. Around 1130 got bad back cramps, but reduced to nothing by 1pm. No other real symptoms during the day.
- Woke up at 3am freezing cold. Bad back cramping today but it went away by evening. Thought I was getting nauseous on the way to MIL’s house. Extremely tired today, almost fell asleep at work and MIL’s house. Mild uterine cramping & shooting/poking pains.
- VERY Nauseous today, horrible horrible headache- had to leave work early. No cramping at all today but by night the cramping had returned. Mostly back cramps. Excessive saliva, weird taste in mouth. VERY TIRED TODAY!
- Slight nausea in early morning, resolved by afternoon but returned at night. BAD back cramps, HORRIBLE and weird shooting and cramping in lower abdomen. Cramping resolved completely by early evening. VERY moody tonight, voices, talking making me really annoyed. Stomach feels like it has acid, feels raw. Tired by early evening.
- A lot of poking and shooting pains in uterus. Nausea in the morning. Took an HPT at 1pm, big dark line- BFP! Cramping in back and uterus in early evening. Continued overnight.
- Cramping back again in morning, tingling in breasts. Back cramps strong again today. Nausea a few times throughout the day. HPT + again, line same shade as previous day. Evening had strong cramping.
- Cramping increasing- AF type cramping but low. Back still killing me. Nausea and food aversions are slight today but still there. Beta #1 today BFP- 135
- Cramping a little less today. Still feeling sick to my stomach, sight of food sometimes makes me sick. Boobs starting to tingle and get sensitive but they don’t hurt. Very moody like AF is on her way.
- Cramping back, back cramps back – UGH! Very emotional. Boobs extremely tingly today and getting tender. Food aversions starting a little more today. Super tired today.
– Pretty bad cramping today, feels like AF is going to start. Back is still hurting but better than yesterday. Saw a picture of a hamburger and almost hurled! Nausea still there seems less today than days before. Boobs getting more sore, less tingly. Getting harder to stay awake by afternoon.