Gina: ouch you poor thing, that sounds awful. How are you now?
Anna: that was a great trip to Washington. Is your pregnancy beginning to feel real now?
Cyn: how are you doing? What is your re now suggesting?
Nicole: wow,wow, wow!!! That's a fantastic race, well done you!! Did you take a lovely long bath? You must feel wonderful and you so deserve it x
Lauren319: ah, thats a bit of a nuisance you have seen most of what's on tv. What are you like with movies?
Julia: no clue why my skype message didnt go through
I have it switched on now. How are you?
Christy: how are you doing?
Amanda: how are you doing pupo lady?
Leora: yay for triggering!! Do you notice any difference between the pure on and the menopur?
Maria: you poor thing, that's really tough. Are you sleeping well at least?
Fv: I cant believe you have just a month to go
Anton: it may have been a long post but wow, it was worth it. That is just wonderful news - on all fronts. I have always admires your strength in terms of knowing how your dh felt and being able to stand back from the ivf when i know how much you want your child. And now your dh is looking at ivf options which is just great. Malta is just wonderful and you will love it and what a marvelous surprise. And now a new leqd on a job. You deserve all of this happiness.
Hopethisworks: this rollercoaster is really hard. And our brain and fear plays awful tricks on us. I know its a wait til fri but just take it mo ent by moment if you can.
Afm: bank holiday here. Throat much better so just a bit tired but thats ok. Tomorrow is my due date and dh and i are going to go to the cemetary tomorrow where the miscarriage association of ireland have a memorial stone for little ones lost through miscarriage and we will leave flowers and just sit for a while. Its a big deal for me to let dh in on this with me because i find it hard to cry in front of him but i know he feels this loss acutely too. And although its hard for me to ask for it, im also going to ask each of you ladies to think of me to sorrow and perhaps send a thought or prayer and knowing that my day is being acknowledged by others Im sure will help me a lot.
Ivf # 1 aug 2011 bfp. M/C 9 weeks
Ivf # 2 Mar 2012, beta Apr 12: Bfn
Ivf # 3 Aug 2012, another heart breaking bfn
Ivf # 4 Feb 2012