Amanda: you are so pregnant!! Cant wait to hear your beta
Lauren: what a shame your MIL cant see your wonderful sense of humour and huge heart. Are you going for second beta or straight to u/s?
Kbillsy: fantastic to hear from you. And its great you and the little ones are all doing well
Antonina: well done you!! That sounds like this job is yours!! And I've just read your post from yesterday. Every one of your 14 embryos count, you have had life inside you 7 times - you have been a mother, and i hope you believe and know that. I know your little ones have not got as far as showing in a beta or on a scan but you have known what its like to have life form, regardless of how short a time they stayed. I feel that all of our journeys are different and every experience is unique but there is no hierarchy of grief in terms of how long someone has carried an embryo/baby for and then lost. There is no sliding scale when it comes to loss and grief, there is only the experience for that person and it is that that counts in my book. You are a deep, strong ladynwho acknowledges others, their losses, their happiness and their disappointments, you deserve all of that recognition too x
Gina: great news
Leora: oh dear, dhs mean well but they sometimes get it so wrong!! How are you feeling?
Christy: we dont do baby showers either in Ireland. How are you?
Cyn: Im glad af came. Now they can get you sorted
Kynlee: did you try the recipe? I made macaroons with a white chocolate buttercream filling at the weekend. Not perfect but tasted good
Julia: how are you?
Maria: not sure if skype is getting through. How are you feeling - meds helping?
Hopethisworks: im really glad the bleeding stopped. How are you now?
To-have-fun: I'll be about a month behind you for transfer I think. How are you feeling about it all?
Nicole: how are you?
Afm: still got a sore throat
my antibiotics finish tomorrow evening so im really hoping that's going to be enough. Im thrilled the news on the board is so good
and im hoping its this good in the summer!!! I finish with one of my groups tomorrow, we have now done 25 weeks and thankfully noone has taken the option of suicide, long that may continue.
Ivf # 1 aug 2011 bfp. M/C 9 weeks
Ivf # 2 Mar 2012, beta Apr 12: Bfn
Ivf # 3 Aug 2012, another heart breaking bfn
Ivf # 4 Feb 2012