Cycling In 2012 Board (formerly Fall/Winter 2011-2012)

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Re: Cycling In 2012 Board (formerly Fall/Winter 2011-2012)

Post by DandMe » Sun Jul 22, 2012 5:30 am

i can't find your name... can you add me? Sonya Wilson
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Re: Cycling In 2012 Board (formerly Fall/Winter 2011-2012)

Post by leorira11 » Sun Jul 22, 2012 6:55 am

no miracle for me.

u/s this morning showed a gestational sac that hasn't grown, the yolk sac has disappeared, and the sac is collapsing.

No idea why the bleeding has stopped. Hopefully this will end on it's own and we won't need to do something (unlike my previous 2 miscarriages).

I can't believe this is happening....

I'll be back when we decide to cycle again. D wants to take a long break, and I was always against that, but now I don't know how I feel...
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Post by anton » Sun Jul 22, 2012 7:35 am

Leora- oh sweetie i am sO sorry! This is terrible and sO unfair!!!! I have no words :cry: I wish I could do or say something that would make you feel better. I will be praying for you and David. We/I am here for you! ((BIG hugs))

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Post by Ninde » Sun Jul 22, 2012 9:35 am

Leora: I cant believe this has happened. I dont know what to say because words cant express how truly horrible this must be for you both. I have no doubt you are probably in shock and your poor body, gosh you have been through so much. Is there any chance you can rest a bit? I feel so awful for you both

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Post by klinger13 » Sun Jul 22, 2012 12:13 pm

Oh Leora - I am so heartbroken for you and David. I'm sorry you are going through yet another painful loss. A break, however long, may be what your body needs and it sounds like hubby needs it to. You guys have been through so much these last few years, I just can't imagine. Sending you both big hugs today.
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Post by Alwaysangel » Sun Jul 22, 2012 12:24 pm

Oh Leorna, honey I am so upset for you and David. I agree with others, maybe a break is what you guys need. I know it's hard to think about it but it will allow your body and you guys time to regroup. Were here if you need us, love you both!!
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Post by Waitingkay » Sun Jul 22, 2012 1:04 pm

Leora - I am so sorry. I simply can't believe it. I was so terribly shocked to read. I don't know what to say. I told you how a break was good for me, but it's individual and like everybody else I just want to see you pregnant already. Just be good to yourself, a SPA or a trip or if you start a treatment right away you just need to pamper yourself. Sending hugs and remember. It will happen for you and D and this all will stay behind. It will.
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DH - 34 (0% morph)
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12/10 # 1 FET - chemical
02/11 # 2 IVF (IMSI/ICSI) - BFP - PTL at 22 weeks 5 days
11/11 # 2 FET - BFP - no HB, D&C
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Re: Cycling In 2012 Board (formerly Fall/Winter 2011-2012)

Post by WeHaveHope » Sun Jul 22, 2012 1:23 pm

Leora-Oh hon, I am so sorry. I know that there are no words that I can say that will ease your pain. My heart goes out to you. I agree with the others in that maybe a little break maybe good for both of you. But it is an individual decision and everyone is different. Whatever you decide, please know that we are all here for you. I'll be praying for both of you. Sending you a big hug.

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Post by Pocos » Sun Jul 22, 2012 3:30 pm

Leora - So sorry for what happened. :( I believe time is a great healer, so a long break may be a good idea. After all my BFN (1 FIV, 1 FET, 2 IUI) we decided to take a long break (1 year). We did all the things we couldn't do if we had children lol, and it was a great medicine for all the pain I was feeling. We traveled, we went out on dates every weekend, we finally started exercising and changed our bad eating habits. I feel after all this time off, we are ready, both mentally and physically. So I believe a break will be a great idea for you and your husband. Plus, you guys are sooo young! I just checked your age - No need to rush girl! :P
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Post by Gina1976 » Sun Jul 22, 2012 3:41 pm

Leora, I am at a loss for words. I am sorry just doesn't seem like much with everything you and David have been through. It just isn't fair or right! Take all the time you need and we'll be right here when you return. Hugs and lots of prayers.

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Post by blueeyedreamer » Sun Jul 22, 2012 5:31 pm

Leora, I'm so sorry. A break sounds like a great idea.
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Post by DandMe » Sun Jul 22, 2012 5:53 pm

Leora I am so so so sorry. :(

I have followed your journey and cried tears of happiness and sorrow for you and David... this is so unfair. As someone who also took a break I can tell you that although it is horrible to even consider at first, and even more difficult to start, once you accept that decision it really is a very liberating and healing process. You have youth on your side, and a break at this point will NOT decrease your chances of a happy healthy baby. I truly hope you find a few moments each day (and then a few more every day after) to find something else to bring you joy and purpose, besides the memories and thoughts related to motherhood. Big hugs across the oceans. :(
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Post by DandMe » Sun Jul 22, 2012 5:53 pm

Leora I am so so so sorry. :(

I have followed your journey and cried tears of happiness and sorrow for you and David... this is so unfair. As someone who also took a break I can tell you that although it is horrible to even consider at first, and even more difficult to start, once you accept that decision it really is a very liberating and healing process. You have youth on your side, and a break at this point will NOT decrease your chances of a happy healthy baby. I truly hope you find a few moments each day (and then a few more every day after) to find something else to bring you joy and purpose, besides the memories and thoughts related to motherhood. Big hugs across the oceans. :(
Sonya, 40 - DS, 24 DS, 22
David, 45
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2010 IVF #2 - BFP
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Post by Tiger04 » Sun Jul 22, 2012 8:50 pm

Tortilla - I hope you enjoyed the whole bottle!  Thank you for your kind words. My actual BETA is tomorrow, but then, they won't tell me until after my second BETA on Wednesday. Don't they understand that we all go crazy in the 2WW and making a woman wait 2 extra days is practically prison?  I'm glad that you have a plan and that you'll be able to start another cycle soon. 

Blueeyedreamer - I'm so glad everything is ok! Here's to a wonderful cycle for you!!

Pocos - So excited for your ER. I hope this new protocol and clinic provide much better results!!!

Leora - I'm so so very sorry. This is just devastating and terrible news. You and David have been through so much and I just wish I could take away all the pain and loss.  If you ever need to talk to anyone about next steps, I'm always here. PM me if you need anything.

Kay - Did you survive the weekend with your inlaws? I did, but barely! Sometimes I just don't have words... Both MIL and FIL drink too much and they become just loud and annoying drunks. It's so depressing to be around and exhausting. So glad that I am home. Can't wait to hear about your beta tomorrow!!!! Here's to a wonderful day!

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Post by Waitingkay » Sun Jul 22, 2012 9:13 pm

Tortillachip - I'm happy to hear you can start a new cycle soon. Sorry about the BFN and for not writing sooner, all seemed to move very fast here. Take good care of yourself and remember we are all here with you.

Tiger - Well, I survived it...happy to hear you are home :) . Quite a relief. My ILs don't drink too much, there's always the occasional bottle of red wine and SILs checking if I am drinking or not! I always pretend I do so they don't start speculating! Anyhow, my beta is on Tuesday. I was very bloated during the weekend and then suddenly it subsided this afternoon - It's becoming increasingly hard to wait for Tuesday! I think again you should demand your results tomorrow! You're a big girl and you know it should double, don't they realize it is making things even tougher?

Kynlee - thinking of you, good luck with your beta tomorrow!

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DH - 34 (0% morph)
10/10 # 1 IVF (ICSI) - chemical
12/10 # 1 FET - chemical
02/11 # 2 IVF (IMSI/ICSI) - BFP - PTL at 22 weeks 5 days
11/11 # 2 FET - BFP - no HB, D&C
02/12 # 3 IVF - BFN
04/12 # 4 IVF - BFN

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