Patricia- I woke up thinking about you this morning, the house was so peaceful listening to the rain fall. Even my eyes was all teary thinking about your terms of acceptance. I understand there comes a time when we have to accept things for what they are, I know it's not easy I'm even having trouble accepting it.I have to respect it's a personal decision but we all only want the best for you. If you can honestly can say "you gave this your very all, and someday you won't be looking back asking what if"...then maybe that is the point of knowing "enough" is really enough. Regardless you do need answers to move foward and maybe your RE can provide you and dh some insight, I really hope so. X
Nicole- Again I am so sorry to hear the beta news, what do they think happened? I hope running will bring you help ease the frustration with this journey, I am always here for you too.
Annashope- Thank you, It's been terribly hard to get this financing all figured out but know it will be all worth it in the end. We got the appraisal back on the house today and our property is valued 25,000 less then what we paid 4 years, meaning we would have to bring more to the closing table (around 18,000 to finance for a 2.85 IR, in order to cut our payments down so I don't think the refi is going to fall through.) Also we paid off dh's truck on August 13th yet it takes 30-60 days for it to show on the credit burreu. I need them to speed things up, maybe I'll give it one full month and then reapply... That would be next week. How are you doing these days?
Jayne- I'm thinking of you and I'm wishing you a good beta tomorrow, yes we are longing for some good news on this thread. I really want this to bring us some hope that miracles can still happen. Besides that you deserve to give your child a sibbling so don't you ever feel guilty for venting.
AFM: After work this evening I met a good friend (from 4th grade) who comes down from Alabama every summer. We had dinner tonight at a local seafood restaurant I had been wanting to try at The Boatyard on Panama City Beach. Dinner was really good, grilled mahi-mahi seasoned to perfection-- but it was A wonderful treat catching up with her. Hopefully I can talk her into staying a few more days down here will see! (P.S. I'm always so full of hope, I guess that is just the way I'm wired.)
Married 13 yrs
1 natural pg- m/c at 7 wks
(2010-2012) 4 IUIs, 2 IVFs
FET cycle 2/25/2013
Beta: 95, 390, 1361
3/27 HR 140
4/10 HR 184
4/17 Released from RE
6/21 Found out we are having a BOY!