Sunshine – I am going to a community college near my house called HCC. I just want to have my head busy so I don’t think so much about TTC (very hard!!)
Sorry to hear about your husband’s job situation. You are right, what he is going in is kind of ironic. I met 2 ladies that are going back to school so they can change careers since they are unemployed, so it makes no sense that he has been given one final year.
Jayne- Exercise helps my anxiety, and I am trying to exercise more but the problem is that I wake up everyday with a knot in my neck. All day so stressed and anxious that my stomach and my shoulders hurt. I don’t know what to do, I haven’t started taking LExapro yet, I will meet with the RE tomorrow to make sure its ok.
I think I will only have peace when I finally get pregnant ☹ I hope everything goes well on your first u/s!
Ninde – I am still stressed and anxious, tomorrow I meet with the RE, hopefully the results will be normal so we can start our new cycle. I am so scared of having a BFN again though, I don’t know what to do!! I am listening to your voice everyday, that has been helping me sleep, which is a blessing because when I am stressed I usually cant sleep.
I am very scared of facing life wihtouth children, especially living in another country without my family and friends. Soemtimes I think of divorcing my husband (since we doesn’t want to move to BR with me) and going back, at least I wont be alone in my country. But I love my husband! AAarrghh I hate all this.
Blue - Glad you are feeling better!
Kay – SO sorry about the torsion, what will they do to fix the problem? I am happy the twins are ok though.
Maria - Thank you so much! I'll check the girls' pictures!
AFM - Met with the RE today, all the tests came back normal, so all we have to do is try again. I am still not ok, the doctor wanted to know if I would be able to do this cycle without the Lexapro, I dont know if I will able to handle it. I am more and more stressed and anxious, and it's getting to the point that it is affecting my body (shoulders and neck hurt and my stomach is starting to bother me). I really dont know what to do, should I take the medicine?? I think I will, only I know how I am feeling, and I am really not ok mentally.
Me: 31-PCOS, endometriosis, adhesions, abnormal blood flow to the uterus, rare cystic fibrosis mutation)
DH: 43-1% normal sperm
TTC since Feb 2010
3 failed IUIs
3 failed IFVs
April 2013: Laparoscopy to remove endo & adhesions
Sept 2013: Natural BFP!