this board was down all day yesterday for me. It kept saying forbidden site when I tried to go here. Grrrr that is so frustrating! Don't they know I need my girls??
Oh no hunny!! that stinks so bad. I also had to look up what hydrosalpinx is because I never heard of it. I still don't understand how it's possible that you have it. I also don't understand why during your whole pregnancy and birth of Ryan nobody ever said anything to you about this. I'm sure this weekend is going really slow for you, but I'm glad they had you start your meds anyway so that's good news! I hope everything goes smoothly tomorrow at your old RE. xoxoxo
How are you doing my 2ww buddy?? Anything new and exciting? How is crazytown? I think I'm in the next town over, but I'm trying not to wander towards the boarder!!
I do remember you!! I can't believe you have twins now!! Yay!! Thanks for popping in and cheering for me!! xoxo
So I was doing pretty good...No crazy thoughts...no signs, no symptoms, nada! Then last night I had 2 different nightmares that I had a BFN!!
Way to shoot down my PMA man!! After the 2nd dream I woke up in tears, and I was too scared to go back to sleep...great..I LOVE sleep, and now I'm scared of it. Then as I was lying in bed trying to tell myself it was just a dream and to stay positive I started feeling AF like cramps.
I also feel other pains that I don't think I've ever felt with AF, but now here I am reading WAY too much into everything!!
I hate the 2ww, and I'm only 5dp5dt. Way too early to feel anything in a positive way I'm sure. So I'm pretty bummed out.
Luckily I have the day off, and Barry is taking me to the movies to see wanderlust. That new Jennifer Aniston, Paul Rudd movie, and then we are going shopping for fun dinner foods for our OSCAR party tonight!! I'm so excited for the Oscars, and red carpet!! Brad Pitt, and George Clooney? Yes please!!
Hopefully I can control thoughts, and enjoy myself, and not be running to the bathroom for a T.P. check every 10 seconds!! Ahhhhhh crazytown...how I hate you!!