October-December 2012 Cyclers!

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Pocos
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Re: October-December 2012 Cyclers!

Post by Pocos » Tue Nov 06, 2012 3:39 pm

Sunshine – I have to be at my clinic between 7 30 am and 8 30 am to get the blood work done and the results should be in around lunch time. I am so nervous, I couldn’t sleep very well last night.
What great news about having blastocysts frozen! I believe this will be your turn to become a mama, what a great cycle you had! I really hope everything goes well on your husband’s job interview too. :D

AFM – So nervous and anxious I couldn’t sleep very well last night. :( I went downstairs to listen to Ninde’s relaxation track around 2 am and then went back to bed and slept a little bit. I have acupuncture tomorrow, so hopefully that will help me relax.
Me: 31-PCOS, endometriosis, adhesions, abnormal blood flow to the uterus, rare cystic fibrosis mutation)
DH: 43-1% normal sperm
TTC since Feb 2010
3 failed IUIs
3 failed IFVs
April 2013: Laparoscopy to remove endo & adhesions
Sept 2013: Natural BFP!

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Re: October-December 2012 Cyclers!

Post by Sunshine1576 » Tue Nov 06, 2012 5:21 pm

Pocos- I'll be in your shoes this time next week, I know it's tough but hang in there. Just think 3 more sleeps until your BFP! :D
Married 13 yrs
36, unexplained
1 natural pg- m/c at 7 wks
(2010-2012) 4 IUIs, 2 IVFs
FET cycle 2/25/2013
Beta: 95, 390, 1361
3/27 HR 140
4/10 HR 184
4/17 Released from RE
6/21 Found out we are having a BOY!

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Re: October-December 2012 Cyclers!

Post by Pocos » Wed Nov 07, 2012 2:48 pm

Ladies, things are not looking good, I started to bleed :-( I cannot believe this is happening again, we are devastated :cry:
Me: 31-PCOS, endometriosis, adhesions, abnormal blood flow to the uterus, rare cystic fibrosis mutation)
DH: 43-1% normal sperm
TTC since Feb 2010
3 failed IUIs
3 failed IFVs
April 2013: Laparoscopy to remove endo & adhesions
Sept 2013: Natural BFP!

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Re: October-December 2012 Cyclers!

Post by silntbob » Wed Nov 07, 2012 4:04 pm

Pocos,
I hope you still get a bfp even though you are bleeding. I had bright red, heavy bleeding two days before my scheduled beta...when I saw the blood I assumed the worse. I had taken a home pregnancy test and it came out positive just the day before I started to bleed (so 3 days before my scheduled beta). So even though I was bleeding it turned out I was still pregnant and the reason for the bleeding was that I had a SCH that caused me to bleed on and off for weeks and the baby aspirin I was taking aparently made the bleeeding worse (Not sure if they have you on baby aspirin). My fingers are still crossed for you that you get your bfp.

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Re: October-December 2012 Cyclers!

Post by Sunshine1576 » Thu Nov 08, 2012 1:06 am

Pocos- How are you doing tonight? I'm thinking about you girl and hoping the bleeding stopped please keep us posted.
Married 13 yrs
36, unexplained
1 natural pg- m/c at 7 wks
(2010-2012) 4 IUIs, 2 IVFs
FET cycle 2/25/2013
Beta: 95, 390, 1361
3/27 HR 140
4/10 HR 184
4/17 Released from RE
6/21 Found out we are having a BOY!

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Re: October-December 2012 Cyclers!

Post by WeHaveHope » Thu Nov 08, 2012 2:33 am

Pocos-oh Hun, I am keeping you in my prayers. I also had bright red bleeding, actually the day of my Beta and Aldo assumed the worse. Especially after teo MC's but all turned out well so ease don't loose hope. I know it's easier said then done. I will keep you in my prayers. Sending you a great big hug.
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DS14pr mrg
2 step-ch16&20
IUI 12/10 BFN
IVF 1/11 OHSS
FET 5/11 BFN
FET 7/11 MC
FET 9/11 MC46 XY
FET 12-30-11 BFP 15dpo=266,17dpo=727,22dpo=7125,25dpo=19076,1-20 u/s 2HB's. Our 2 little miracles born on 8-15-12@35w/3d
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Re: October-December 2012 Cyclers!

Post by Julia73 » Thu Nov 08, 2012 12:24 pm

Pocos, I had bleeding also just before and right after my beta and it continued for a short while. I dreaded using the bathroom and was always checking to see if it was still going on. Please try to stay calm. Like others have said it could be nothing! After all that scare for me and Dh we go to have our c section in 27 days. It can happen for you. God is no respecter of persons.

Christy! Pupo momma! Thrilled for you! Hang in there hon. i'm really pulling for you.

Patricia, I used DHEA this time, only thing I didn't like was little things got me way pissed off. Who knows if it was the supplement but I like to think so lol. How are you? I miss ya.

Maria, hey you! Hope everything is going well for you!


Afm- I guess I never switched to the Pat board lol. As I said above, 27 days and we meet Samuel. So beyond ready to be done but you know i'm freaking out thinking anything can go wrong :( . I've been talking to Dh about whether or not we will tell Samuel he was ivf, I think so. He should know how wanted he is. Plus I want him to are his little blastocyst picture, I think that's very cool. We got the nursery done, no real theme. I wanted barns but must I saw are too cartoony and I have a thing for mail pouch tobacco barns which i'm sure they don't make baby stuff in lol! I can't believe we are almost done. I never thought any of this would work at one point so i'm still amazed everytime he kicks and moves. Lady ultrasound said he weighed 5 lbs 12 Oz and that was 3 or 4 weeks ago. He's gonna be around 8 or 9. I want to encourage all you guys to hang in there. Although I didn't have nearly as hard a road as some of you I know the heartache bfn causes and want you to know it can work out. Baby dust to all!
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Re: October-December 2012 Cyclers!

Post by kynlee » Thu Nov 08, 2012 3:04 pm

POCOS- Thinking of you girl.. I am staying hopeful for your BFP...

Hope everyone is doing well over here, think of you all often and I read regularly whats going on with each of you... Praying for all your BFP :)
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Re: October-December 2012 Cyclers!

Post by Pocos » Thu Nov 08, 2012 3:16 pm

Silntbob – Thanks, but I just got the BFN results

Sunshine – BFN, bleeing and cramping so much

We have hope – Thank you. I just hope someday it works for us.

Julia- Thanks – I am so hopeless don’t know what else to do. This is my third BFN

Kynlee – Thanks, please continue to pray for us.

Ninde – Just wanted to thank you again for the relaxation tracks, its what is helping us sleep these last couple days.

AFM – We’ll meet with the RE for a follow-up. I know he wanted to do genetic testing on the embryos to see of they are aneuploid. I guess that’s the next step but I have no idea when or if I will want to continue doing IVFs. I wonder if there is hope for us
Me: 31-PCOS, endometriosis, adhesions, abnormal blood flow to the uterus, rare cystic fibrosis mutation)
DH: 43-1% normal sperm
TTC since Feb 2010
3 failed IUIs
3 failed IFVs
April 2013: Laparoscopy to remove endo & adhesions
Sept 2013: Natural BFP!

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Re: October-December 2012 Cyclers!

Post by Sunshine1576 » Thu Nov 08, 2012 3:47 pm

Pocos- I sent yout the link to the Attain program you asked me about this morning. I just read your update that your RE wants you to come in for a consultation. Take all the time you need to recover first, we will always be here for you. X

Kynlee- Thank you although we don't get to talk everyday I think about you and you give so many faith that this is going to happen in HIs own timing. X

Julia- Good to hear from you girl over here, been wondering where you been hiding! I know you cannot wait to meet your holiday baby, not too much longer. The barn nursery sounds adorable, you need some animals in that stable.

AFM: one week down, one week to go, already penciling in vacation my next IVF though. Cannot do this without having a plan for tomorrow. Anyway work is helping time move by pretty quickly and we know that's a good thing.
Married 13 yrs
36, unexplained
1 natural pg- m/c at 7 wks
(2010-2012) 4 IUIs, 2 IVFs
FET cycle 2/25/2013
Beta: 95, 390, 1361
3/27 HR 140
4/10 HR 184
4/17 Released from RE
6/21 Found out we are having a BOY!

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Re: October-December 2012 Cyclers!

Post by kynlee » Thu Nov 08, 2012 7:51 pm

pocos- so so sorry, This is such a hard thing to deal with... Know you are in my thoughts and prayers and I am always here for you.. (hugs) Take all the time you need to get thorugh this, but dont give up there is a plan for all of us... I know it will happen for you, I felt the way you did for a long time its not easy its hard to see the brighter path but It can happen...
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Re: October-December 2012 Cyclers!

Post by Pocos » Fri Nov 09, 2012 1:35 am

Thanks ladies.

Sunshine - I received your link - thank you.

Kynlee - It hurts so much inside, and I just keep wondering when it will be my turn ? :-(
Me: 31-PCOS, endometriosis, adhesions, abnormal blood flow to the uterus, rare cystic fibrosis mutation)
DH: 43-1% normal sperm
TTC since Feb 2010
3 failed IUIs
3 failed IFVs
April 2013: Laparoscopy to remove endo & adhesions
Sept 2013: Natural BFP!

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Re: October-December 2012 Cyclers!

Post by to_have_fun08 » Fri Nov 09, 2012 2:47 am

Pocos - Just want to give you big ((HUGS)). I don't know how many times I sat and wondered why it worked for everyone else but not for me. i was pissed at the world. just know what you are feeling is normal. take some time for yourself. The pain will ease, might never go away but will ease. hope your RE has some answer. You could also get another opinion just to see what they say you don't have to go with them. i know you like your current clinic but it can give you some other ideas.
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Re: October-December 2012 Cyclers!

Post by WeHaveHope » Fri Nov 09, 2012 11:18 am

Pocos-oh sweetie, I'm sending you. Great BUG hug. I am so so very sorry. I can share with you that it is completely normal to feel despair and as though your tine will never come. But, I can also share with you that there is hope. I recall sitting dose sobbing after two BFN's and after our two miscarriages convinced beyonf all doubt that IVF would never work for us. I was depressed, angry, too many feelings to list here. But now I have two miracles to thank God for. And I do thank him everyday. So please, do not loose hope. There is so much proof on these boards that miracles fo happen. I will continue to pray for you and everyone else on this board everyday until our prayers are answered. Please know that I am here for you. Please PM me if you need anything at all. Sending you ally love and strength today. Xoxo...

Julia-Oh, I'm so happy to hear that everything is going so well. O can't wait to see pics of your little bundle of joy. Please me so I cam give you my Facebook info. I finally gave in to Facebook and created an account. It's been wonderful for our friends and family who live out of state and in other countries to be able to meet the girls even if only in pics and video clips.

Tohavefun-it's so nice to hear from you. How are you doing?

Everyone else-I know most of you have Facebook so if you would like to send me a PM and we can connect that way. As I said before, I will continue to pray for each of you everyday. Sending you all my love.

Your friend,

Maria
Mrd 11y TTC 8y
Me38 DH49
DS14pr mrg
2 step-ch16&20
IUI 12/10 BFN
IVF 1/11 OHSS
FET 5/11 BFN
FET 7/11 MC
FET 9/11 MC46 XY
FET 12-30-11 BFP 15dpo=266,17dpo=727,22dpo=7125,25dpo=19076,1-20 u/s 2HB's. Our 2 little miracles born on 8-15-12@35w/3d
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Re: October-December 2012 Cyclers!

Post by Pocos » Fri Nov 09, 2012 4:59 pm

to have fun and wehavehope - thanks Ladies. I am not feeling ok, cant sleep well, dont know where to go from here.
We will have a consultation with RE and hopefully have some answers. I Was also thinking of seeing another doctor for another opinion becuase the first RE we saw said we had a male factor (bad morphology) and the second RE said we are unexplained becuase my husban's semen analysis is ok.
Me: 31-PCOS, endometriosis, adhesions, abnormal blood flow to the uterus, rare cystic fibrosis mutation)
DH: 43-1% normal sperm
TTC since Feb 2010
3 failed IUIs
3 failed IFVs
April 2013: Laparoscopy to remove endo & adhesions
Sept 2013: Natural BFP!

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