Pocos- I am SO sorry I didn't mean to be rude and not respond earlier, I've been so overwhelmed today but I truly lose sight of what's important sometimes and it's the support and everyone's prayers that keeps one going. I hope you are doing better, I know these emotions right now are the hardest but it's ok to get mad and throw things, just make sure dh isn't in the room. I have a good friend who remind me tonight it's not about us being in control, we can try to be but when it comes down to it we really don't have control and we deserve to have peace, our faith in God alone will take us so much further. It's ok to have all these emotions and I know this journey has been tough but when we look at the possibilities there is no turning back. I pray 2013 will bring us brand new hope, faith and our belief that all things are possible through HIm.
Thank you for asking too, dh did have a good interview, it was long he said (as opposed to the last college who only asked him one question.) lol but anyway we will see what happens as for now it's completely out of our hands. Sometime December he's planning to talk with the College President to see if he might change his mind and renew his contract so we can stay here. I told him to go talk to him before Christmas maybe he will be in a giving mood?...we shall see how that goes.
What are your next steps? Our RE is scheduling a phone consultation with us next week, we do have 3 frosties and I hear FETs are less stressful but I need to take a break right now. So it will be at least around Jan before we cycle again.xxxx
Isobel- Thank you for your warm and comforting words. Throughout this journey we fall so many times before we really learn who we need to be leaning on. Some things are COMLPETELY out of anyone's control. How is your daughter's friend? Let her know we are thinking about her too. xxxx
Kynlee- So glad I called you tonight, you restored my faith and I read the chapter in Galatians you shared with me over the phone. "Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up." I hope all goes well with the restoration of your house, you know dh will bring in a bigger crew if he has to. Enjoy every moment of this upcoming holiday season too. xxxx
wishful27- Crash as much as you want...As you know this board has given so much support and you ladies understand how much we need it more now then ever, so I appreciate your encouragement tonight.xxxx
Lynd- Oh we're been through so much over the last few years together, I won't ever take you for granted. It's not over by far my friend. xxxx
Maria- Thanks again for the much needed encouragement I kept reading what you texted me over and over because it meant so much to me, however I didn't get to respond back to the very last text. So true, sometimes we have more questions then the doctor can answer but I must not lose faith and trust in the one person who matters most. xxxx
AFM: What a day, it's taken an emotional toll on me, but I will not give up and those who are here with me I won't let you give up either, that's my promise. I love each one of you!
Married 13 yrs
1 natural pg- m/c at 7 wks
(2010-2012) 4 IUIs, 2 IVFs
FET cycle 2/25/2013
Beta: 95, 390, 1361
3/27 HR 140
4/10 HR 184
4/17 Released from RE
6/21 Found out we are having a BOY!