Hope87- So sorry you are feeling like that. This process can be all consuming....you eat, you think about it, you drink you think about it, you breath, you think about it. This is honestly the first cycle where it's not all consuming for me, what's more making me crazy is that I'm not stressing right now....it's weird. I am sure it is hard for your sister and she will be harder on herself than anyone could ever be on her. I will keep you both in my prayers! Hang in there!
Sunshine- So I start the Lupron in 1 week.....it's not even stressing me, when typically the thought of the shots starting still freaks me out with my needle phobia.....maybe my antidepressants are helping me.
Leora- So glad your trip was awesome. That sucks the results you came back to. Good luck on the thingy today....I think you are already having it or already have...the time difference jacks me up. So an April cycle.....April rocks, you could have a dec baby depending on when in April you do it!
WhimsyDae- Seriously on the AF! The minute you want it, it decides to hide itself! If you want it really bad, you can ask the doctor's office for pills that make you have it....it can take up to 10 days from when you start the pills though-just a thought. I did that once because AF refused to come. I swear this entire process is a waiting game and that is the hardest for me.....I HATE to wait for anything. So on the crafting stuff....I'm a total crafter at heart, however, I suck at sewing, quilting and all that jazz. I do love to cross stitch but haven't worked on one in a while. I may pick one up for during my couple of days after the transfer to do in bed.
Melissa- I swear the 2WW is one of the craziest times....where you do nothing but obsess about whether or not you are pregnant. Every single thing you feel, you analyze. Good times! It is easy for me to say not to make yourself crazy, but what the hell, that is what we all do anyway. I am one of those POAS (pee on a stick) addicts.....I maybe be worse than some to where I will actually test several times per day.....however, I've never figured out how to add pictures on here, so I don't post the pee sticks like others do, and I have never taken a picture of a pee stick either.....I swear I take pics with my phone of everything else, so maybe this time around I will take a pic of the sticks. I have found that with my 2 positives, I got the positive I think 3 or 4 days before my beta. On the two times I got negatives, I started testing way early and it just continued to be negative......
Sorry if I missed anyone, I'm sure I did. It's been fun crazy around my house. My 18 year old moved back home (which I LOVE-he's my baby even though he's 6'1/150 lbs). His friend was having a hard time, so we have allowed the friend, girlfriend and their two kids to live with us for a few weeks. They are great and I love, love, love the kids. They have a 2 year old that is so freaking funny(I don't remember 2 yr olds being like him) and then a 2 month old that everytime I pick her up, she falls asleep on me. Needless to say, it's been crazy. The dogs bark everytime the baby or the 2 yr old cry, which cracks me up! They don't like it when people are upset. I remember one time, I think after the 2nd pregnancy ending, I was on the couch just crying uncontrollably and my dog was just howling and howling and trying to cuddle to me. Anywho, on the cycle front, nothing much going on.....still on BCP and I have a baseline sono Monday and start getting shot on Tuesday with the evil Lupron. Oh- forgot, on the fun side of life, my oldest turned 21 today! I can't believe he's so old and I'm not aging a day
We are taking him gambling this weekend- he's excited about that. I'm a total gambleholic and can see how people get addicted to that. luckily we don't have gambling too close to us. And I think at some point someone asked me where I am at.....I live in a little town right outside of San Antonio, Texas. We go into San Antonio for our clinic visits. With traffic, it takes me about an hour and a half, without traffic, I could probably get there in 30-40 minutes if I drive like a crazy person. I love my clinic, they rock, especially the nurses and my nurse. They know I'm all crazy when I start cycling and that I will call them non stop to get results, so they are great at calling me with results real quick.
Ok, I guess I should turn around and get back to work and stop typing here....you guys have a great day and let's all attempt to not get too bat shit crazy today