Had my pg test today BFN... Y-nobody has an answer...Y Y Y ???
Dr. said "we may never know, but we will try to figure it out"
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3yrs ttc when when when is it my time my turn am I to be only an "aunt"?
We have a consult w/the Dr. next week - scared confused
Is it selfish if I don't want to grasp the option of adopting.
Is it wrong to want to feel the child grow in me, be part of me. I want to see what this "miracle" would look like feel like-
my eyes DH mouth or my curly hair am I freaking out!!! Will my mom live to see a grandchild from me (she's in her late 50's good health) but I get anxiety attacks just thinking it for whatever reason, like time is running out. Not only do I have my own clock ticking but I feel like I have my mother's too.
I feel like a scarlet letter BFN tattooed on my forehead for all to see