Thanks for ur response.
I've had 3 laps done before, the first was to have a look about to find out what was causing me the problems (this was 15 years ago) then when i woke they told me it was possible endo - a few mths later i had another lap as it was getting worse, here i was told that the best thing was to have (wait for it) a full hystorectomy! I'd already had 2 children so decided that this was better than getting the pain!
By the time i got to the top of the waiting list for the hystorectomy, my DR had retired and in his place was a younger DR who refused point blank to do the operation to me (thankfully now i appreciate it) he said i was way too young (24 at the time) but that he would give me another lap and laser out any endo he see's.
The op went fine and i was in no pain for about another 6 - 8mths, but then it all started comming back again. Ive had numerous drugs and injections for the endo over the past 15 years, but the side effects were always worse - so i now put up with the pain every mth. I havent taken anything for the pain in the last 10 years, just the usual pain killers from chemist etc.
We have now reached the top of the NHS list so its a case of 'its now or never' This is our last chance, but im just concerned because the past few mths my clots each mth have had me doubled up in pain (the pain goes once the clot passes) but they seem to be very big - im worried that this might effect the embies implanting!
Suppose i will just have to wait and see, cross all fingers (and toes) and hope that i will get lucky