hi everyone -
UGH I was MIA yesterday because we had cable/ internet problems all day long. I missed you all. I'm waiting to go to my u/s, they moved my appt to the afternoon because we were suppossed to have had bad weather this morning, but it looks like just rain now. Thank God, I hate to drive in the snow! So I've felt so nervous about the RE not seeing what he should - that I've been trying to force myself to not think about it - I'm trying but its not really working!
So, ok delay my appt (torture) for a few more hours
other than stressing this u/s, nothing really much going on with me, my boobs are just a bit sore and that comes and goes, I still get the twinges now and then, and sometimes a heavy feeling in my lower abdomen - but thats it - I actually feel pretty good
Only us crazy ivf women would feel weird about feeling good, right?
I'll post as soon as I get home from u/s - xoxo
Oh, I'm so happy for you! You survived the scarymester!!!!
And now you have a bump? Guess you'll have to go maternity shopping soon?
It must have been so grand to tell all of your friends and family - finally! Did they all off the deep end? Now if your m/s would only go away and stay away! Well, I've thought long & hard about this OB situation, and I've decided that I want this Dr. She is so warm caring and sharp as a tack! When we were still TTC on our own ( boy that seems like forever ago, before all the RE's and meds! ) my Gyn was almost in tears when she said I need an HSG and then when it came back both tubes blocked 100% - she hugged me & sent me to a specialist. As much as I would like to never see my exSIL ever again, I'll only be 1 day in the hospital (maybe it will be her day off?!!) but I will have HOW many Dr appts? So I'm going to take the chance of bumping into exSIL - UGH! But I know I'll be in good hands with this OB - The other option was to pick one off of the insurance website??!!! No way can I commit to an OB that I picked from a list and have never met! What if you do that and dont care for them? I didnt want to take that chance. Wait - I guess I'm ahead of myself again! lets see what happens today!
- much love - xoxoxo
Spotting is enough to make anyone nervous - go easy on yourself, walking is just fine for now. Other than that how are you feeling? When is your u/s? Is your DH over the top?
Of course I remember you! I cycled with you in July/Aug - how are you doing? Wow, you are getting so close now!!
Have you got a pink nursery ready and waiting?
Yep, the new format IS hugrier! it is eating a lot of posts! GRRR! its soooo frustrating when that happens! So how are you feeling, Mama?
Have you been released to your OB? What week did they release you? I wonder if your RE kept you longer or shorter due to twins? I'll stay crossed that your m/s is managable - how is your appetite? you rest up please! love the ticker!
its hard to have waited this long and gone through soooo much to get here and not let your self relax. Will they move up your u/s if you tell them its stressing you to wait that long? Are they trying to drive you mad? You're suppossed to be keeping calm, but i think you'll finally exhale after you see the HB - it couldnt hurt to try..... all you need is the right nurse to answer and maybe she will bump your appt up! Good luck!
There is nothing wrong with feeling extra cautious especially after having a rough time last year - sending you loads of PMA!