Hi everyone, im not having a very good day today
you no i said i was getting rather horrible creamy discharge well i went to the midwife and she said it was compleatly normal. she said creamy thick white is a very healthy sign of pregnancy.
thismorning i wiped myself. it was a different colour than normal like it was going darker like a dull yellow very light brown kind of colour
I hope this isnt going to turn (you no what colour). im not panicing as such, cause its hardly anything, it could be nothing, but im a bit scared it could be the start of something. ive put a panty liner on to keep an eye on it. but the pad is clean its only when i go for a wee.
I feel so upset at the moment and im trying not to worry. i cant help but thinking if........ . it scares me cause what happend last time.
i feel like ive witched myself. i bought a changing station yesterday with a bath, it was on offer, instead of taking it round to my mums i couldnt wait to put it together to see what it looked like. when it was together i told dh to put it in the babies room. i shouldnt have done that
im sorry for blabbing but im here on my own today and needed someone to talk to. it must be my hormones, im terrified of anything happening now. i felt i acomplished something reaching nearly 4 months. ive got so use to the idea of being a mummy and holding my two babies. im scared it might get taken away from me.
soryy i havent been on for a while, it was my aniversery and then dh birthday so ive just all over the place getting presents and things.
I heard what happend to vita. glad shes ok and babies are fine, it must have been such a scare for you.
Glad everyone is going ok, some of you are nearly reaching the end now. i bet you are all so exited. love all your bumps there is some big ones there