how the heck did i miss your post
yes there is light at the end of the tunnle but its hell getting there.
actulay parts of it is great.
i have come to turms with never having a baby , but it still makes me sad when i start my af...
life is short and can be very crule , but i do see joy ..
it like with the children that i do have if alls we look at is the hell they have gone threw then how are they going to get any better...
they have learned that love and trust only hurt so when you finally get them to love and trust you it is amazing.
so with life we need to focus on the good things. that doesnt mean to live in a fantsy and greaving is very important. each child that has come to live with us has had to go threw a greving process of there birth parents to accept us as there parents..
i dont know if any of this is making any sense or not.
i think that i will just go back to raising my post
you are all great women
we werent blessed with our babies to raise here but we our blessed with our grandaughter
and all of our many adopted and foster children that touch our lives
and i am glad to add that our 6th grandchild will be born this spring!!!!