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Remembering my baby

Postby kristinpa » Mon Sep 29, 2008 8:36 pm

This is a bittersweet time for me. I just had my ET two days ago and so I am in the two week wait. Had I not miscarried my last pregnancy in March my due date would be Oct 3...just a few days away. I would have had a little boy. I had gotten pregnant with him right before my due date of my first pregnancy that I miscarried (a little girl). I love and miss my two little angel babies....well actually three angel babies...my cat Sebastian passed in January of 2007 which was just as devastating as losing my human angel babies. Heaven needed 3 more angels.
Me 38 Anovulatory Cycles, Recurrent M/C
DH 34 Healthy
no kids/ 2 furbabies (cats)
4 Clomid Cycles, 2 BFP, 2 M/C
1 Cycle FSH/IUI cancelled/too many follies
IVF #1 Sept 2008 BFN
IVF #2 Jan/Feb. BFP!
Beta #1 583 Beta #2 1283 Beta #3 2967
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Joined: Mon Mar 12, 2007 10:41 pm
Location: Suburb of Charlotte (Denver)

Postby sweetmomi » Fri Oct 31, 2008 12:57 am

I just suffered a tragic loss. Lost my triplets this week. 2 boys and a girl. Incompetent cervix discovered too late.
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Joined: Thu Jul 31, 2008 7:08 pm

Postby baylorbear33 » Sat Nov 01, 2008 2:52 am

Sweetmomi -- I am so sorry for your loss. Having been through something very similar a couple of months ago, I can truly understand what you're feeling. I lost my twins at 19 weeks on 8/30/08. I went into pre-term labor and the babies were just too small to survive. I can honestly say that it will get better over time. I no longer cry everyday, now just mostly when something triggers me. I'm mostly angry, especially when I see stories about parents who have abused or hurt their children. I know that nothing will ease your pain right now, but please know I am thinking of you and your family.
Age 39, DH 37
1st IVF 5/08-Lost Twin Girls @ 19 wks
FET 4/09-M/C @ 5 1/2 weeks
FET 6/09-BFP
Owen Robert born 3/3/2010, 10 lbs 4 oz
Posts: 198
Joined: Mon May 12, 2008 12:10 am
Location: Waco, TX

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