How do you decide when enough is enough ???
I have a high FSH of 23 but nothing else wrong except since I have had 4 ICSI treatments my periods are all over the place! last treatment 2 years ago, would have thought by now they would have sorted it although I presume by my high fsh it could be that !!! anyway I have had 2 x ICSI with my own eggs and 2 x donor eggs using ICSI . My sister has offered to give me eggs but where I have not had TMT for 2 years I have probably accepted that its all over . I am not what everyone would say as desporate and my life would be over cause I seem to have gone through that and come out the other side , I guess its just an age thing I dont know . I feel I should have councilling to draw the final line under it all but at the same time scared to step foot inside the door for the fear of going backwards !!!! DOES THIS MAKE SENCE???? I am 40 next birthday and Cam will be 50 and we agreed that we would stop when I am 40 . its weird cause I feel like I should pick a day and say thats it but affraid that that day will come , Gosh what a Sh***Y decision we have to make ! I wish there was something physically wrong with me then it would be easy to decide . Also the next go with my sister is about £7000 and we have spent £16000 already!!!!! also my sister and I are not entirely close and she is just going through divorce so the odds are very bad also I have been told by a consultant that an egg used from a sister is less of a chance of working ! The other thing is I have never even gotten PG so I feel thats good as I havent had to feel the pain of loss and what if I get close next time and lose it /them I dont think I could cope .
Sorry to go on
Do I cut my loses and say whats ment to be will be or go one more time in these cercumstances!!!!!!
come on girls need help
from an old timer here
Trace x