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I so want my baby to come back

Postby Fingers crossed » Wed Dec 06, 2006 4:23 pm

I just need to type this to get some things out of my mind. I was starting to relax and enjoy our long waited BFP..as my 7 week scan was fine and the doctor said that all was perfect and the flickering heart was strong and healthy...why oh why...did it have to change. I have had no warning or signs and still feel pregnant. My 9 week scan today revealed a dead 7.5 week embryo still attached with no signs of separation. I have to have a DandC tomorrow and I am very scared. I have never had one before..can anyone tell me what will happen as when the doctor explained this morning I was in a total state of shock and didnt absorb a thing.

This is so unfair and I so want to have my baby back. What if I never have another BFP..it took me 7 cycles of treatment to get this far. We are now at the start again..

a very fedup and heart broken fingers crossed
DH. 32 ME. 30 DH HAD MUMPS VERY LOW COUNT. ME NO PROBLEMS BUT HARD TO STIMULATE..WE THINK!
4 X ICSI - 2 X BFN 2 X BIO CHEMICAL 2001-2006

2 X MEDICATED DIUI AUG/SEP 06- BFN

1 X DIUI WITH CLOMID OCT 06 BFP..M/C 9 WEEKS
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Postby DeniseM » Wed Dec 06, 2006 11:10 pm

So sorry that this happened to you. Nothing I can say will make this any less painful. Just know that you're not alone, many of us have walked that journey too.

Hugs and prayers.
IUI twins ~ July 2006
IUI singleton ~ due Jan 15 2009
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Postby ahart » Sat Dec 09, 2006 1:46 pm

You're in our prayers..I know how you feel...don't give up
BFP 3/17, 3/29 (3 beanies (4/7/06)Babies b & c heartbeats seen..baby a didn't make it
10/1 weigh 4lbs , born 10/24/06 @5lbs 1oz each
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