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by bella-s » Thu Mar 01, 2007 9:08 am
Hi everyone,
I'm glad to read everyone is doing well. Tracii - I agree with Sue...if Doc is not worried, it's best to try not to worry about her weight. Lucy slept through the night on Sunday, but we moved her into the cot on Monday, and that has been a bit of a nightmare. Lucy sleeps on her side, and she doesn't seem to stay on her side as well in the cot - she always rolls onto her back, and then becomes unwrapped, and wakes herself up.
I have also been a little bit off - I have had depression for a long time, but since Lucy has been born it has gotten much worse. My constant worry for her has just made me anxious all the time. Am now on anti depressants and starting to see a counsellor. A bit full on, but I just want to get better, if not for myself, but for Lucy. I have to say, it has been very tough. Luckily DH's work has allowed him to work from home in the afternoons for the next couple of weeks, so that is good. Am not sleeping, even when Lucy is. Lucy stayed the night at my mum's on Saturday night, but still got very little sleep. Hopefully things will start to get better soon.
It's very weird to feel this way - Lucy is a really beautiful and good baby. I guess I just have my own issues to deal with so I can start to fuly enjoy her.
Sorry to be so deep, but apart from mum & DH, I have not told anyone, so it feels good to get it out.
Hope everyone is doing well.
Bella.
#1 -ve severe OHSS
#2&3 FET both -ve
#4 1 blasto - BFP! Lucy Bella born 3rd Dec 06
Jan 09 - FET...BFP!
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