Kbat - My thoughts are with you. I know how difficult it is when you have tried everything possible within your reach and God seems to be in some other mood. This is the end of one road but I am sure the beginning of the other. God definitely has some other great plans for you. I am so happy that you are able to see the light ahead.
Some days back I read the following poem on some site. It touched my heart so I thought of sharing with the ladies whose prayers have been till now unheard -
God answers so many of my little prayers,
so why not the big ones too?
I just can't understand it
Why does He do the things he decides to do?
My deepest desire lies unfullfilled
I feel so hopeless inside
I know I should be thankful
and not so full of pride.
I ask God every day
for this or that, you know, little things.
And when He answers so clearly
my heart just really sings.
But in those deep, pondering moments
When I ask for the desire of my heart,
I get no clear answer
and then my tears start,
Oh God, I want a baby
to hold and kiss and love
I know that You alone can give me
that blessing from above.
I keep waiting, waiting, waiting
and my patience grows to despair.
Oh why can't I have a baby?
For nothing else I truely care.
I know You haven't forgotten me
for better things to do
because You answer all my little prayers,
I just wish You'd fulfill my big one, too.
With this thought, I am not able to find suitable words to thank God for the blessing HE has bestowed on us after 10 yrs of marriage and 8 yrs of
ttc. Oh, Lord, continue to shower your blessings and take care of the little angel in my womb. You know that You already are in-charge of everything.
Hope - Great to hear from you!! Yes, we all seem to have been disappeared somewhere or busy with our lives.
Hugs to all.