Wishfulthinking - It is a horrible thing infertility. I remember those feelings like it was yesterday. I've lost several pregnancies, multiple surgeries and feel emotionally scarred and that will never change. But I also have a DD that has made every second of hell turn into a little piece of heaven. Hang in there . You never know when things can change in your favor. Infertility does test every aspect of your life, doesn't it ? It tests your patience, your sanity, and your emotions and your marriage. Try not to let it split you and DH apart. Try to take one day @ a time, that is all we can do
I'm trying for another 2.5 years later no luck and 2 cancelled and 2 failed IVF cycles later. Now I have the guilt of not being able to give my DD a sibling, does it ever end ???? I was preggo with an FET and miscarried and we had told DD we were having a baby, she was sooo upset
I'll never tell her again, until I'm further along
I know everyone thinks I'm crazy for doin IVF for a second child. I should be thankful for what I have, I've heard over and over again. I just always wanted a couple of kids. Our end of the road is near and I'm starting to accept that now.
I wish you the best and tons of baby dust too