Suga- I am so sorry to hear your experience. Sounds very much like what I went through yesterday, and if it is, then sounds like you were indeed pregnant. I don't think you would need a d&c if the embryo came out.
WARNING-
TMI coming-
So, like I said, this is what happened yesterday. I called my clinic in the morning because I stopped progesterone sunday and af was still not here. I thought it would have came right away, but I was just getting slight discoloration when I wiped. She told me on the phone it could take up to 2 weeks.
Almost as soon as I got off the phone, I saw bright red blood, so I knew it was coming. I put in a tampon and went about my regular business, went to a playdate and visiting. Came home around 2 and put ella down for a nap. The whole day my cramping was getting worse, but not much flow.
After I put ella down for a nap, the cramping started to get bad. I changed tampons and then soaked the new one in 30 minutes. My cramping started to get so bad, I was calling
dh and my mom for what I should do, I was just thankful ella was napping because I could barely walk at this point. I use to get period cramping this bad, but not in over 10 years. No pills were working.
I heard ella waking up but I felt so bad I had to leave her in her crib. She fell back asleep after 30 minutes. I called
dh and told him I needed him to try and get coverage for second shift b/c I needed him home. I thought my period was just being really bad since I haven't had in in over 3 months b/c I was on lupron. I spent most of the afternoon in the bathroom, sobbing in pain.
Dh came home with some more appropriate period meds, and when I took my last pill, I kinda heaved a little and I felt something down there. I ran to the bathroom and plop. When I looked, there was blood everywhere and a huge clot, like at least half the size of my palm, maybe bigger, and I saw greyish lines on it. I left the bathroom crying and told
dh what I though had just happened. He went and flushed for me.
It was so sad, and the pain went away almost immediately, so I definitely think that was the embryo around 6 weeks. I never thought that could happen as early as 6 weeks. It was pretty devastating. I knew when my period came, it would be a little tough as it signifies the official end, but I thought the hardest most emotional part was over when I got the phone call that my numbers went down, but yesterday was pretty tough too.
Ugh, I am sorry to vent here, but you girls are the only ones I know that understand this kind of stuff. I mean, I told my mom what happened, but I don't feel like I have anyone else to talk to, so thanks for lending a listening ear. I promise my upcoming posts will start to get more positive, they have to now, I feel like I am at my low, so there is only one way to go from here.