DH got to speak to our
RE today. He said unfortunately with us, we would only have a 5-7% chance of success with an IUI. Said even though
DH sperm analysis came back normal,I have a mild case of endometrious (which this is NEW news to me). He said our
RE would be willing to discount the 2nd procedure to 7,500, but I had my mind made up already to try the IUI and now it's sounds hopeless. I'm more mad because I've never been diagnosed with endometrious. Could he just be trying to find something wrong with us? I drove home so upset, because I'm feeling how could I have not known this?
11yrs of marriage, and I cannot give
DH the biological child he wants so badly. Whats harder to chew is he will not agree to let us adopt a child that's homeless, who is out in the cold tonight hungry, that more than anything needs loving parents as we would be! This all around makes me want to pack up my bags and move to Atlanta, GA to be near my mom where I could start a brand new life. I love my
dh with all my heart, but he deserves better! Yes someone who can give him a biological child and I cannot promise him that and sadly it would take thousands more before he even realizes this. I'm sorry that I am throwing a tandrum tonight, but hopefully my thought of leaving him will pass. Will see by the end of the week how this is going, but right now I cannot think straight, I'm in the state of denial more than anything.