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Angels Loved and Lost

Postby Sunshine1576 » Wed Mar 23, 2011 11:12 pm

I believe in miracles...I really do so just getting pregnant in the first place was just that! But my rose bush planted this time last year in memory of my loss is thriving and soon will be blooming again. My angel ornament is still hanging on it too.
I love gardening and watching how the seeds develop into those baby plants, it's kind of symbolic of what we go through! Which certainly gives us hope that someday we'll be holding that perfect little one and watching him/her grow too!
Anything worth having in life is not meant to be easy, but may all those precious angels carry you to the promise of a new beginning.

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Married 13 yrs
36, unexplained
1 natural pg- m/c at 7 wks
(2010-2012) 4 IUIs, 2 IVFs
FET cycle 2/25/2013
Beta: 95, 390, 1361
3/27 HR 140
4/10 HR 184
4/17 Released from RE
6/21 Found out we are having a BOY!
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Re: Angels Loved and Lost

Postby Sunshine1576 » Fri Apr 29, 2011 6:59 pm

Today marks one year with d&c surgery, losing our little angel at 10 weeks and planted a 2nd rose bush on our backyard in memory of our baby. I know I shouldn't dwell too much on what happened...But I pray God will give us guidance and lead all of us in the right direction with our upcoming fertility treatment. I feel He will bring another miracle into our lives, if we keep on believing and praying hard. Even after 10 years of marriage He gave us a pregnancy, so there is faith in miracles...
Sunshine1576
Married 13 yrs
36, unexplained
1 natural pg- m/c at 7 wks
(2010-2012) 4 IUIs, 2 IVFs
FET cycle 2/25/2013
Beta: 95, 390, 1361
3/27 HR 140
4/10 HR 184
4/17 Released from RE
6/21 Found out we are having a BOY!
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Re: Angels Loved and Lost

Postby Tess69 » Sun May 22, 2011 3:51 am

Hi Sunshine

I completely understand where you're coming from. My baby would have been due on 10 June. I would only have one week left of work before going on maternity leave. Not a day goes by without me thinking about the loss of our little boy.

We have a kauri tree planted in a pot for our little one. Kauri is a native New Zealand tree that grows very slowly but turns out to be a huge, strong tree after many years.

Here's hoping that our time to be Mothers will come real soon :)
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Re: Angels Loved and Lost

Postby Moon8654 » Tue Nov 19, 2013 7:56 am

Thanks for sharing.
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