i am amzed that no one else has been on..
i am in the states and i had my first mc 22 years ago christmas day.
i had left my ex.
been married to my wonderful husband for almost 15 years now.
it will be in may.
we did 1 ifv and something happend to all of our embies so we had to start all over again.
we had gotten pregnant with our twins our son and daughter. couldnt have been happier but we went in the day before chritsmas had we had no hart beats. had just gone in the wk before and everything was great.
went back the day after christmas and they did a d& c.
which i do regret. i would so much love to have my son and daughter out in the island with our son. who we got pregnant with on march 18..
but we mc on july . just before my birthday..
i miss all of my children so much.
we have in total adopted 5 children 4 boys and one girl..
i would still love to have a baby adopted or by birth.
it is pretty doubtful that i will ever beable to carry a baby to full term.
we run a foster home. all boys..
they have all been amazing and i am very thankful for each and everyone of them...
there ages are 10 to 19. our oldest is 23 and he is dou on the 13 to have a daughter.
and our daughter is 22 . our youngest just turned 11.
i am still wishing for a miracle eather i wake up one day and i am pregnant or one day heavenly father will lead a way for just the right baby to be in my arms..
but i do know that no matter what i am not alone and that i am very much loved...
and that i have also found some one wonderful lifetime firends..
and i wouldnt trade that for anything,..

