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Postby princess » Sat Jun 25, 2005 4:44 am

Hi Zach,
That's what daddy and I named you.
Your daddy was sure you were a boy.
I can't begin to explain the pain I feel inside without you there.
I only carried you for a few weeks and we never got to see your heartbeat but you were my baby and nothing will ever take that from me.
I miss you so much and it breaks my heart that I will never be able to hold you and snuggle you in my arms.
Oh how I wish things went differently. You would never doubt your mommy and daddy's love my dear child.
Mommy loves you
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Postby ogr1 » Sun Jun 26, 2005 10:42 pm

i hope that i am not intruding...


i do the same thing that you are doing and it helps me. i keep a little thing in my bible and i write my children little notes..
it has helped me...
i like your sons name. and it doesnt hurt any less if it is 2 wks or 24 wks.
it is still our child...
we werent blessed with our babies to raise here but we our blessed with our grandaughter
and all of our many adopted and foster children that touch our lives
and i am glad to add that our 6th grandchild will be born this spring!!!!
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Postby princess » Mon Jun 27, 2005 9:38 pm

Not intruding at all thank you for your response.
I never knew something would be so hard to get through.
It hasn't been getting easier yet, some days are just better than others.
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Postby ogr1 » Mon Jun 27, 2005 9:55 pm

it is going to get alot harder before it gets better..

but i do promise with alot of work and some payshents it does get better..
a good friend told me that
your wound will hill; but you will always have the scar...


for me i need to give my self the time and to tell my self it is ok to cry..

.. keep hanging in there...
we werent blessed with our babies to raise here but we our blessed with our grandaughter
and all of our many adopted and foster children that touch our lives
and i am glad to add that our 6th grandchild will be born this spring!!!!
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Postby taylorjools » Mon Jul 04, 2005 6:28 pm

Joy what you wrote is wonderful. I know what you mean, some days are better than others, but the sadness just gets deeper.

Love to you, and love to Zachary and bless dh for being so sensitive.

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