Should I have counselling?
Would it help?
It scares me what kind of person this could turn me into.
How do I know how long I will feel like this? For ever?
When will I stop feeling sad?
Will it just happen of it’s own accord or have I got to do something to make it happen?
HOW THESE THOUGHTS HAUNT US WHEN WE COME TO THIS ROUNDABOUT OF IVF
I recon we deserve a big fat pill or injection at the end of ivf to erase the want for a child and help us move on! is there a book for Life after ivf???? if not we should all write one !
Today I went to the docs to get the results of my FSH and it was 22.5
so that is one decition out the way no eggs from me , I am now going to ring the clinic and ask to see if there are any more developements to ivf/icsi and what are the odds of having my sisters eggs and the % in which it would work cause I have been told before that there is a lesser % rate of it being a +! Then he will probably say what I already know and go for councilling to finnish my road of IVF.
My DH has suggested to me that we should get another kitten as I lost my 18 year old long haired tabby a year and a half ago and he was my baby , I never thought that I would want to have another one but I feel ready now .
Went to work today and 2 staff are wearing it a bit thin,I couldnt cope so I downed tools and told them to sort my collum out (hairdresser) and have come home to have a day of destress!!!!