Well, I am better now that DH is home. He got home early Thursday evening. Boy, was I glad to see him. We are trying to get back to "normal" and enjoy one another and life itself. I have kind of thrown myself back into working also. I'm a teacher, so lots to do!!! I have done WAAAAAY better this ...

emfossum
Thank you, also. I'm trying not to cry continuously. My DH is also out of town on business so that stinks too. So I'm trying to stay occupied. I'll probably read for the rest of the night. I got the news while I was at lunch with a friend...I was bawling like a baby at the table. Had to ...

Triss22-
Thanks for the encouragement. I need it right now. I am just bummed. I'll throw myself into work and stop mopin in a few. We've been TTC for 9 years. So unfortunately, I am used to disappointment, but it never gets easier. It's always a grieving process, ya know? I hope I haven't ...

Well I am very sad to report that my beta came back negative. Although, I kinda had a feeling because all of my symptoms left yesterday and I started feeling my cycle coming on. I get very definitive signs every month (loss of appetite, boobs stop hurting, fatigue). I was trying to stay positive ...

Thank you as well for the words of encouragement. My mood swings hourly it seems - I'm up, I'm down, like a yo-yo. But alot of that is probably the progesterone pumping into me or being nervous about the beta test on Tues. I don't think I'm going to POAS. I didn't the first time I did in vitro (in ...

Thanks for the encouragement. I guess it's just tough not to let doubt slip in. It's so cute that you and others call them embies. That's what I call them too, and didn't even know anyone else used that! I think that's adorable! It is great to be able to be candid about this stuff with folks that ...

They are studying two forms of progesterone supplements - a gel and a vaginal ring. The gel has already been approved by the FDA, but the ring, which is a time released progesterone, has not been approved in that form. So, I am doing the ring and it's ok so far. I am having a tough time with the TWW ...

Hi everyone,
This seems like a good place to be since I'm new to forums and IVF. Just completed our first cycle. I am also waiting for my beta results. I am using a progesterone supplement as part of a study. I am really hurting too. My abdomen is swollen and bloated - a lot! We had a total of 20 ...