Yaa I found this one now if I could find opengate

I was once very active on here... I always keep everyone in my prayers.
Today I need your help. Back in 2002 we had a hacker and all our post where lost. Back then I was pregnant with our twins and then our son. Only post that are left is my healing. I would love it if anyone remembers any talk ...

Hi was wondering how you all where doing?

July 8th 2003 i gave birth to our Son Moses Craig Barrus.
i miss him still so much. my arms still long to hold you in them again and my breast still fill with milk every year.
you would be turning 8. i wonder if you get to have birthdays up in heaven.
do you stay a newborn baby our do you grow ? if ...

i am glad to see that hearts havent hardend as we go threw this heart ache. the board as beeen a huge comfort for me. i dont post much any more but as you i do come and read the pomes. and hope that someone elses dream has come true. it warms my heart when one of us makes it. i am very lucky with ...

im glad you both are doing so great.it realy does warm my heart when i know someone has been able to hold there babies in there arms..i to loved this forum. it helped me threw many dark moments.

i wish to that we could all check in. some days are hard . i have lots of happy times thou.
we still have our foster children and we r now grandparents to 5 grandchildren.
at times still long to hold my own child thou. i am always reminding myself that i am not the parent but the grandparent.
so ...

our twins would have been starting second grade and our son would have been starting first grade.
i just am having a hard time.

hi everyone.
just wanted to check in. have been thinking of you.
i now have 5 grandkids.my first grandchild was hard she came less then a year after our son died.
but she has been such a blessing. our 6 kids that we have adopted have been wonderful. with a few very hard moments..
my husbands dad ...

I’m sitting here mystified and numbed with pain
To lose someone so close, yet so far away.
Some say you can’t lose something you never had
If that’s true than how can I feel this sad?
I felt more close to you, my child
More than anyone else around me
Because I felt you so deep within me.
So small no ...

thank you so much and no i dont mind at all. i think your words are wonderful
pm me any time

thank you
how are you
i miss everyone on here.

i am so sorry that you are having to go threw this . its not easy.
i had alot of bleeding and cramping also. keeep in close contact with your nurse or doctor.
if there is anything i can do please let me know

hello and welcome
what i was told you can get a false neg but not a fasle p
so hang in there.
i had tested false 1 day before my test and i was pregant with twins

how are you doing and what have oyu been up to