Hi everyone - just coming out of the other side of that huge black hole.
Kat I'm really sorry for your news- the hardest part about a bfn is not knowing the reason why, I know myself I couldn't have done anything differently. I lost 2 stone to get ready for this, managed to get rid of my endo and ...

Hi again- Kat hang in there you're nearly through but please don't use those HPT's
I'm afraid Ive had the results of the 2nd test just now and they have advised that the pregnancy isn't' viable - at the same time have also started bleeding, so I guess I'm down in the pit again.

Nobody want to hear ...

Ok guys, I've obviously done something very wrong in my past to deserve this...... the 2nd blood test has come back with a negative today, and coincidentally I've also started bleeding, so back to square one I'm afraid.
Please, please learn a lesson from my experience and don't guess at anything ...

Hi everyone, I'm typing this in a state of shock as despite everyone warning me to keep away from the HPT's and to wait for the blood test, you all know what I did...well today's blood test at the hosptial has shown a BFP ...

Hi everyone, I'm typing this in a state of shock as despite everyone warning me to keep away from the HPT's and to wait for the blood test, you all know what I did...well today's blood test at the hosptial has shown a BFP ...

Hi everyone, I'm typing this in a state of shock as despite everyone warning me to keep away from the HPT's and to wait for the blood test, you all know what I did...well today's blood test at the hosptial has shown a BFP ...

Hi everyone and thank you again for your replies - I did take the 2nd HPt today and is still negative. Will go for for blood test on Monday, just to confirm things, as we need to draw the line.
DH has calmed down and is really beating himself up over his reaction - as you said, he was just reacting ...

Hi Guys, no happy ending for me I'm afraid. I took the HPT yesterday with a BFN and tried to keep it quiet fro my DH in case miracle of miracles today's test turned out to be BFP.
Ofcourse couldn't hide my tears when he came home and he was livid with me, saying that I have destroyed whatever could ...

You guys are amazing,
I can't find the symbol for emotional wreck, but that's me right now. Thank you so much for your thoughts, I can honestly say that I've never had such support in my life before.

Because we have to start with the HPT and my DH is working for most of tomorrow I've agreed to ...

Good luck for tomorrow Kandice- BFP vibes are very strong from your direction, so keep sane for one more day :

BJ

Hi everyone- I've been in hiding, but watching with interest - Kandice I just had to reply to your post I am 100% with you - my test day is Saturday and this is the hardest part isn't it?
Like you, I know I'll be ok whatever the result, but I'm in danger of getting arrested as I keep walking around ...

Hi everyone, finally managed to sneak laptop out of the office to do some "real work"!
Thanks Sonix, yes the boys have gone and there is a lovely fresh smell of paint everywhere now, but no biscuits left.

Wanda how are you doing? Now I understand why the 2ww is so frustrating, I really feel for ...

Hi, sorry to gatecrash - I was wondering Teen how you got on with your result? I'm on 2 ww from yesterday and have the same symptoms as you, IE cramps etc.

Huge congratulations to you Wanna- am trying to find positive feedback on the site as only had one embie put back yesterday and I'm reading ...

Congratulations Andrew for having such a cool Mum and Dad and thanks for your kind thoughts Anna,-
I've just had this terrible thought - what if they forget to take my babies out of the freezer today, - like I forget to get the dinner out of the freezer sometimes? Will they have to heat them up in ...

OMG, I'm a quivering mass of hormones, this is really terrible, one moment I'm laughing my head off , the next crying like a baby, I can't wait to shut myself away from the world do I don't have to pretend that I'm rational at the moment.
All is looking good for me so I have no reason to be stressed ...