Oct 05 Cycle Buddies

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Hello Luv Bunnies!!

Well, news on my front!!

First and most important to my girl Little's.... Mr. Chris O'Donnell is hot, hottie, tottie and new luv me bad Meredith boy toy. Of course they waited until the last 30 seconds of last nights show to intro him, but so worth the wait. Smiles all around. He looks good! Has gone from Mr. CleanCut to Mr. Slightly Shaggy and gor-gee-oh-so good times. Can't wait for you to meet him. Oh Lola- will you be glad to hop aboard this train to the luv shack BABY! I wonder what they will name the very cute vet?

In other and less important news... I go the visit from the river of death. Am still awaiting phone call from Docs to tell me if I should start the pill now. I am not sure when the vacation time for Doctor Feelgood is? Hmmm. I hope I can start ASAP. Keep you posted on that front!

To my Lola Butterflys- Luck to my girl nutters! Am so very excited for you to announce your BFP tommorrow!! Remember I am way behind time wise so I expect a post no matter how late in the day you find out you are preggers! I teach my yoga class tonight so I will make them work and sweat and OM extra for you, Margarita! ... I got extra positives from long yoga weekend workin for you and Jens.

Jen- sendin the vibes your way to schmuffin! hopin the prickly pains continue and sticky embies a go-go. I think you should hop aboard the Grey's train as well... oh how the time will fly... Tell Pebbles and BamBam to stick baby.

Little R- thanks for the raclette explanation! Sounds yummy... glad it went well.

Oh girls just got off the phone with nurse bad news... because my bloodwork is so crazy and says that I haven't ovulated yet and yet I have a period that I have to wait another cycle to start. They are going to take blood every week and watch my progesterone.. if I have a true ovulation then I will start... so waiting another cycle... waiting, waiting, waiting..
I don't know if I am up for this. The only thing that kept me doing this next ivf cycle was because it was here, now I don't know. I am feeling like quitting this altogether. When does it ever end?????
Piss, I was in a really good mood until that phone call!!!!

Outta here,
Steph

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Hi sexiliscious ber ber ba bers!

pppfffttttt. Tomorrow is el dia. Man oh man, I'm pretty anxious. Have been highly strung all weekend. I have avoided the evil stick de pee and so blood test tomorrow morning and result lunchtime.
If I were a betting lady, I'd nip down to William Hill and put a tenner on bfn. Have period type pain. But have done since start so ??????
I so want this to work - would be incredible.

So Jemal I hear you're having a spell of pma-lessness? Remember Leigh who used to be on this thread? She had no symptoms whatsoever and is now about 20 odd weeks prego. I have a very good feeling about you this time - same trip to the bookies and bfp for jen1d please. Stay cool, sweetbeanery.

How's my sanity anchor Little R today? Not long before you start your treatment Thank you for your hoping and wishing - I'm sure it makes a difference!

La Walsh and La Steph - donde esta? Steph probably in hospital with downwarddogitis after bender birch treatment and la walsh - another night in clink for indecent exposure. You girls!

righto lasses, you'll be the first to know tomorrow. This is so much harder than last time. Sorry girls

Love like a lighthouse glowing in the dark!!!!

lola
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[Jen1d]

Hi Steph - Thats tough news, its all the waiting thats crap eh but you stick with it.

We are made of tough stuff us Oct Buds and it will come around before you know it.

Love and hug, keep happy

Jen x

[Jen1d]

spooky, we are all writing at the same time.

Lola - I will be here at lunchtime waiting patiently-no pressure then.

Only another 13 days to go for me, god this is hell on earth

Good luck Lola

Love Jen x

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Steph we were posting at the same time - oonagii

So red dawn and yet more waiting?? I'm getting you some kind of kevla body suit so next time this ivf bull crappally kicks you in the stomach you can shrug it off and punch the mo fo in the face then kick its large one.
This stinks. But please hang in there, just look at positives..ummm.. more time to drink Margaritas? more time to do yoga and fit into your sexy ass jeans?
Did you ever go to those adoption interview things you planned?
Stay sane (big ask ) my lovely svelte yoga mistress

I skimmed your bit about Greys - beware spoilers!!!! Its starts on Thursday I can't wait!!!

Peace and Va va voom

Lola
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[little R]

I am in top form.... have just seen an episode of Grey's....Oh Steph would so like to be with you in the US watching the yummy Chris O'Donnell.... you're SO lucky...
Anyway... I LOVE this show and wish I didn't have to wait every week for it...

LOLA... go girl, go girl... no negative thoughts we are right behind you...spurring you on and we all wait on the sidelines tomorrow at noon for your GREAT news...I know it is coming your/our way.... you lead the Octogroup tomorrow...you're just the beginning Hang in there sweetie I can't wait for your post... please no suspense.

Steph, poor darling... ARGH... you're being dealt the absolute worst hand... I can understand that you are nearly losing it...I mean honestly... Don't lose hope... if you need moral boost, switch to Grey's Hang in there too... I am thinking about you and given that it's nearly midnight here I can only send you PMA without the sun... sorry love... virtual hugs to you


Jen, sweets.... yes remember Leigh...no symptoms and she's so BFP Keep your chin up and PMA coming your way. It's just a matter of time before you join the BFP group and forget about us Take it easy and remember... happy positive thoughts.... and try listening to positive music... I really think it helps me...


Walshy... gone MIA.... hope all is well and you are not torturing yourself with decisions... thinking of you downunder....


Heaps of love coming your way...

Little R

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Well my black patent leathers!!!

Boo-hoos over and done!! Movin on and UP!

Another month to drink and yoga. At this late start I might miss the whole of the lake treatment season!

MY LOLA'SSSSS!!!!!!!
Luck, Luck, Super-charged LUCK!!
All positives for my noodle!

off to take out extra rage on the step!
Steph

[Walshy]

OK so it is 5 in the afternoon over here and that means where you guys live you are sleeping or it is late at night so only a little time until Lola gets her results being a BFP (no pressure).

You ladies post a lot in a such a little time. I do not get achance to look at the computer on the weekend and I really have nothing to say hence my lack of posts....No sign of AF I think she is avoiding me not even a little twinge. It probably works out better this way for me as then I will be able to not worry when I am away seeing the family for a week around Easter...I have thanks to you guys decided that I will not worry about my little pickle until it happens. Work doesn't need to know and I don't need to share more than I have to with them.. After I stressed about it all weekend my DH asked what do the girls say (meaning you guys) and he said to listen to your words of wisdom so I did.

Lola - not long know chickabean the suspence is awful....Please tell me it gets easier the 2nd time around. I found that with OI that 2ww got easier each time i went. Unfortunately you won't be able to sit on the BFP Throne to long because you will be pushed off by Jen who will be closley following you.

Jen - How is your 2ww going? I think I am going to be away when you post your BFP damn it how am I going to wait that long.....I think i am going have to send a huge amount of PMA to you as I will not be near a computer for the last agonising days. I am sure as i type Pebbles and Bambam are nestling in ready for the surge of love to be given to them when your results reveal a BFP.....

Little R - I am liking the sound of raclette.....I made my DH watch Greys anantomy as well. He thought i was OK but thinking I may be watching by myself. They have just finished season one (they showed it twice to get more people in) and I have no idea when they will be showing season 2.

Steph - it seems for us when it rains it pours first Lola and Henry Hernia and now you....bugger to you not being able to go full steam ahead. Drink and be merry and do all those Yoga moves you will not be able to do when you have 2 little ones swimming around inside..

I can't beleive that there us 5 of us left from the Octo 05. I am hoping we will all have BFP by Octo 06.
Until I type again MWAHS to you all........Walshy........

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Lola-la-la-la,
The suspense is drivin me batty! I thought for sure that I would come in to a post this morning...

Here's to you being so unbelievable thrilled you are jumping about and unable to sit still long enough to give us the good news...

Sendin Mad lola Luv,
Steph

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Hola lovely ladies

Just got the call.
Negativo. I am refusing to cry.
dh is so upset - i hate it
We're off out shopping then I have the following planned
hot bath
pate
blue cheese
red wine

and then some study I guess have presentation to give tomorrow (thank you, Dr Boss)

So, 12 left in the freezer. Next choice is when to try again. Can go again in May if afs are on time. Have no energy to do it.

Thank you for all your support over the months guys! I'll post later. Y'know, maybe I will have a cry after all - tear update later

Love, Lola
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[Jen1d]

oh Lola, i am so sorry, I can't believe it. It's so bl**dy unfair.

I have been thinking about you all day and was sure you would get better news.

Take time to heal my lovely and tuck into that cheese and pate.

It's so hard, i'm like you, i feel so bad for my DH but take care of each other. As my DH says, he married me for me, not for a baby.

I know i always say it but we WILL get there, it just takes time.

Love and hugs to you

Jen x

[little R]

Lola...love... I am in shock and enraged.
I was so very sure until I just read your post...I am so so sorry... for you and your DH. I am thinking about you both lots...
I don't know what to say.... we are here for you when you are ready...

Sunny thoughts to you sweetie

A tearful Little R

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My Lola Buga,
POOHHHHHH!!!!! CRAPPPPSS!! SHITTTEEE!!

Nothin to say except what a crap hand you have been dealt! Only one thing to do- shuffle em up and redeal Sarge!

Take time to wallow in pity and drown in red wine blues.

We can have one last month of fun togetherness! This is it, we will live it up for a month as the crazies we are, then it is a cycling May and BFP June for us.

Steph and Lola- fighting crime against fertility challenged women everywhere! I want the red jumpsuit and cape- you can have the dodgy sidekick leotard!! Ok, OK- you are more miserable than I am today- you can have the red one! Touchy, touchy.

Sending Demmy for Lola Hugs emergency! His is very teary for his best girl.

Not just a hug from me- a twirl and a dip too!,
Steph

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Indeedo dudettes, tis a beatch.
We know this lark aint easy.

I am feeling pretty proud of ma bad self - no tears for me I am lara croft!!
Feeling decidedly up beat after my lunch of double fried egg on toast (Capt, Bloaty) and spending a few great british pounds on two dresses (black as a nod to my mourning status).

luckily i had made a list of "things to do when you get a negative" like a plan B hammock. off out tonight for slap up dinner and mucho vino tinto. Not too much o course, tomorrow have full clinic and have to perform at business show and tell yawnerrrrrr

steph I like the idea of the duo leotard fertility fighters, I have some sweet karate moves

thanks all for being there. And lets look at the bright side - the fact that i had negative makes it more likely that you'll have positives!!
seek the silver lining, find the silver lining

Namaste
Lolava
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[little R]

YOU're the best girl Lola ....wow I am balled over by your warrior spirit...and your incredible strength....
Good on you for the BFN to dos list I will have to do the same in case!

Thinking heaps about you and hope you're getting all dressed up in your sexy new black outfit for your dinner date with Mr Vino!

Have a fabulous evening lovely one.... tomorrow is another day (you will ace presentation as you can put it all into perspective!).

You're my hero..... the epitome of Welsh strength....

Love ya,

Little R