mess 4 kathryn

[Nicky Dean]

Hi Kathryn<br><br>Do you know they had to blow walnut grove up, because this man had bought the land, so it meant that he owned everything on it and in it. So the people decided if they couldnt have it he wasnt, so they blew each building up, oh it was so sad. I dont remember that 1st time round, when I use to run home from school to watch it......<br><br>Anyway I have finally started my period today, at last. So i can ring the clinic in the morning and arrange my blood test. Im just hoping, because my periods seem to be comming every 6 weeks that I dont have to wait for the next one before i start my treatment.<br><br>This is my 1st night back in work, so I'm here for 4 nights to bore you daft about what comes next. Have you found a new house yet. We moved last december to a bigger house with a garden, we had a 2 up 2 down with shared yard, so its mad to have a nice big garden that just belongs to us, but I love it. Just need to finish doing up inside, the place was disgusting when we bought it, a man was living in it on his own and didnt know what bleach was or how to use a hoover, only for my husband seeing the plus's in it I wouldnt of bothered. Can I ask you a question my mum and dad, I havent told them i'm starting treatment soon, its not that I dont want them to know its just that they are going to be away alot over the next cpl of months and I dont want her worring about me all the time, but on the other hand I really want to know she's around even though they are both desp to be grandparents and driving me nuts about it, I still love them and need there support, what do you think.<br><br>Sorry for blabbing on, hope you are OK<br>Take care, spk to you soon<br>Love Nicky xx

[kathryn]

hi nicky!<br>glad your af has arrived!<br>I hope you will be able to start this month as weeks do seem to turn into months when waiting for tmt! Are they testing different levels etc? not sure exactly what youve had done so far. do you know if you are going to be sniffing before injecting? Im sure sniffing starts around day 21, but we are all so different! You must be soooooooooo desperate to get going, especially as you should have started some months ago.<br><br>cant believe theres no more LHOTP! I vaguely remember them blowing walnut grove up now. I suppose thats why caroline and charles came back. (couple of weeks ago, hubbie caught me on the LHOTP web site! really sad, I know!!)<br><br>what do you do nicky? do you always work nights?<br>we did find the perfect little house but because we are now both self employed, our mortgage co. said they woulod have to re assess us and they would only lend us £47,000. which is rubbish! weve been paying our existing mortgage of 86,000 no probs. we only wanted a few thou more!<br>looks like we will be in a 2 bed forever! I do love our house though.<br>when we looked at this other one, I cried as although it was a nice house, I didnt like the idea of leaving our little cottage!<br><br>I dont know what to suggest with regards to your mum and dad. my mum has known from the beginning as she is helping to pay for our tmt. for me, I would have told my mum , even if she wasnt helping us out, but I can understand those who dont mention it as my mum sweats as much as me on the 2ww! And all mums worry. but for me I have been so greatful for the support from my mum and having her there to talk things through.<br><br>let me know what happens with your tmt. i really hope you get to start it now!<br><br>sorry for the essay nicky!<br><br>lots of love<br>kathryn<br>x<br><br>oh yeah! had my 1st scan today....should have fet (frozen embryo transfer!) next week!!!!!!! really excited!<br><br><br><br>

[Nicky Dean]

Hi Kathryn<br><br>How exciting for you, hope you manage to sleep next week.....<br>What day will you go for that?<br><br>I'm just having the injections, and im going to start on a low dose, so I dont have too many complications as I've had a kidney transplant, so they want to be careful were thats concerned and they are only putting one back when the time comes, but you are so right I cant wait to get started and see how I feel, i keep expecting to go mad when I start the treatment, well i'm halfway there........<br><br>LHOTP web site tell me more !!<br><br>I really want to tell my ma and pa, but I dont want to ruin there holiday either, but on the other hand my dad was a senior cabin crew member until he retired last year, so as you can imagine they are well travelled, so its not as if they have never been abroad. I cant cope with out them if i'm honest, when i was out in portugal they flew straight out to me. On the other hand by the time I get started and they begin to take the eggs away they should be home. As you say its nice to talk things through with mum, i'm having this on NHS and have been on a 3yr list, but I do get 3 go's, if my head will take it......<br>I work in a call centre, its not a very big one, there's only 2 of us working till 12.30am. one of us comes on at 7pm and works till 12, and the other 7.30 - till 12.30 and we do that 4 on 4 off 20hrs a week. I use to work full time, but the opportunity of part time came up and I took it as i thought it would be handy for IVF, I do enjoy having the days to myself and i'm so up to date with my house work. My husband has just gone self employed, how do you find it.<br><br>Right i'm sorry for my book!!!!!<br>Take care, spk to you soon<br>Love Nicky xx<br><br>