for nicky (dean!)

kathryn · Post by **kathryn** » Fri Oct 03, 2003 1:47 pm

hi nicky, are you back on shift tonight? have you told your ma and pa yet? or have you decided not to say anything! are there any updates with your treatment? do you know when youll be starting? my little frosties are being thawed out at the moment!!!! We go in tomorrow for 11am, then at least I can say Ill be pregnant for the next 2 weeks!!!!!!and hopefully for the next 9 months!!!!!!!!!!! really worried about this treatment. just sooooooooooooo dreading a negative. Ill be sending you mad on my 2week wait! anyway, let me know whats been happening ! lots of love kathryn x

Nicky Dean · Post by **Nicky Dean** » Fri Oct 03, 2003 10:10 pm

Hi Kathryn Oh my god, are you feeling OK. I'll be thinking of you tomorrow, how exciting but nerve racking. Well I'm sending you ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ by the bucket falls, just keep thinking positive. Well I went for my blood test on monday and saw the counsellor, she told us to tell ma & pa because if anything should happen while they are away they would feel bad, so it made sense to tell and my god was she happy, well they both were, a bit too happy, she keeps saying she shouldnt be going away but i've told her thats one of the reasons why I put off telling them cause I knew she would say that. I just said that by the time my next cycle comes along, which could be half way through november, i will only be starting the treatment and by the time I'm ready for removing eggs (if any) she will be home. She just gets too excitied..... What a weird day monday was, we got clamped at the hosp, because they had shut down one of the big car parks, so it was madness. Then we drove into manchester and a lad walked out in front of us didnt even look, just walked out, had a headset on probably couldnt even hear us beeeeeeeeeeeeeeping like crazy, by that point a wanted a dbl bacardi & coke, the only good thing was we got charged £3 to be un-clamped, how good is that...... So all ready to go on my next period, I just ring up when I start and say i'm ready for treatment, getting butterflies just thinking about it. Going out with friends in a cpl of weeks for the last time before I start, so i'm gona have a blow out. Thinking of having some more reflexology before I start, just give it a blast of goodness....... I'm so excited for you for tomorrow, i'm in all weekend so keep me updated and your right I will be annoying you to find out how your doing every night I'm in work, sending you and DH lots of +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Take care kathryn + try to relax tomorrow Love Nicky xxxxxxx

kathryn · Post by **kathryn** » Sat Oct 04, 2003 3:58 pm

hi nicky, theyre in! and we have a beautiful photo of little jimmy and jemima! (we wont really be calling them jimmy and jemima....thats what weve always referred to our 'one day 'children as!) glad youve told your mum and dad, good girl! and then its all go for your nect period!!! did you say that you only come on every 6 weeks? what a day you had on monday, £3 isnt bad to be unclamped but you shouldnt have been clamped in the first place! how unfair! et was a nightmare this morning....last time my bladder wasnt full enough so this time I drank LOADS of water and our appointment got delayed, I was absolutely bursting, it was painful and I thought I was going to squirt the poor dr in the face! I was a right baby, almost in tears and shaking! he said next time i wouldnt need to drink so much! as soon as they popped them in I was down the corridor to the loo without my knicks on, I was so desparate for wee!!! felt like I had wee'd the poor little jimmy and jemima out though! I really dont feel very positive this time. Im glad we have the picture because that will give me somehting to focus on, but im on a natural cycle, so there arent any drugs, not even the delightful pessaries, and I feel theres nothing to encourage them to cling on. also around ovulation , my (sorry to be gross!) discharge is like water and it feels like im peeing all the time. So I feel like Im just flushing the little chaps away! I might post on the pregnant side to find out if this has happened to anyone else who has then gone on to be pregnant. Ive decided if it doesnt work Im going to have a new bathroom! you can get a simple suite really cheap now from B&Q or wicks! anyway nicky have a good shift! and Ill spk to you soon. Hubbue is giving me some time off, so Ill probably be hooked to the pc all night! lots of love kathryn x

Kat · Post by **Kat** » Sat Oct 04, 2003 4:42 pm

Hello Butting in, sorry Kathryn - glad to hear FET went well and don't you dare feel negative ! I will NOT have it. You look after yourself and think positive thoughts and J&J will grow and implant and you will get your wish come true. Lots of love Kat x PS still feeling tearful but I'll be back on form soon and keeping my eye on you and everyone else... PPS we had the bathroom man round last week and I am in the process of choosing my new suite ...would rather be pg though

kathryn · Post by **kathryn** » Sat Oct 04, 2003 4:54 pm

thanks kat, youre a star, You make my eyes fill up! Its funny how we dont know who everyone is yet we all have such a strong bond, and a friendship thats so very very important. you are in my thoughts kat and one day, and not far away, us kathryns will have to meet up with buggies in tow! big hugs to you kat, lots of love kathryn x

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